Nahhh...
The sun hurts my eyes even on cloudy days.
no
i'll live in this room and i'll die in this room
You need sunlight and fresh air.
Maybe today?
kys
It's a bright and sunny day in germany. Anon has to go leave his cocoon for new groceries and beer. See you on the other side, anon!
cant sleep for more than an hour at a time and that's with forcing myself for multiple hours beforehand. suicide wont leave my mind and even my dreams are tormenting me.
>>15309
I feel you buddy. I'm in almost the exact same situation. My QOL is almost non-existent and I wouldn't mind never living another second again.
>>15309
If you don't want to remember your dreams at night, just fall asleep drunk or high
Get some fresh air.
Matthew 6:1-15
6
>But when you pray, go into your room close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
Being a hiki-neet-monk is legit. ^__^
May god bless all of you.