Do you think you would be better off today if you had been fucked by a MILF teacher when you were 14?
no
Maybe. I would probably be less scared of women and asked that girl I liked out.
>>14785
I was merlested by my big sis for a while (5 years age diff). It only made me way more anxious around everyone but especially girls.
Before you ask, we didn't go all the way, she never got caught, we don't talk about it, and I do fanatasize about it.
>>14791
Kind of. She has a unique face that I really like. My incestuous bias aside I think she's probably average. She only had 1 boyfriend which she left about 2 months before she stopped doing anything with me. She was with him for only 4 months I think. Maybe that says something about her looks.
>>14790
Sorry you had to experience this trauma which your brain is trying to cope with by falsely turning it into something faux positive. No child of any sex should be molested by anyone.
>>14793
I definitely have a really unhealthy relationship with the whole thing but I don't really have anything to do about it. She's also been the only supportive person in my life so I don't think she's really all that bad. I thought it was fun sometimes too and was sad a couple times that she didn't want me to do stuff to her so it's not that big of a deal I just wish I knew why she stopped.
>>14795
I thought about doing that a few times but I'm too much of a beta and that might be really hurt our relationship. Besides I may not want the answer maybe she never actually liked me I don't know.
>>14796
OK shit I changed my mind fuck it was hard to psyche myself up I only asked her if we could get lunch or something shit I'm going to try to ask her then I hope I can fuck
Lol this autistic retard thinks life is a porn movie. Enjoy getting alienated by your entire family and reported to the authorities.
>>14802
She is the one who touched me though I don't think police will do anything to me.
>>14803
We are very close. We actually go to lunch together a little less than one time a week but I never ask I just told her I wanted to see her a little sooner so we could talk about something that was weighing on me. We are supposed to meet on Friday evening I will do my best.
>>14807
Thank you I am very nervous just thinking about it. I hope I can get an answer and not spill my spaghetti too bad.
>>14808
Just formulate what you're going to say in your head and try saying it out loud a couple times.
If your mind goes blank from nervousness at least you might have that still ready to go.
>>14809
Thank you for the advice. I have been pacing my room going over how I'm going to ask her I just hope I can do it.
You're not cool, chill, sensitive, down on your luck, redpilled, based conservative NEETs.
You're degenerate sex obsessed scum just like all the other normalfags.
OK scary update she came and visited us. We didn't talk about the issue she just asked if I was okay while she came over to get something from our mother. That was so much more stressful than it should have been.
>>14821
What are you so afraid of? If she truly was the one that initiated sexual contact, she is the one that’s answerable not you
>>14822
I don't know I'm just scared of something going wrong I hate that it could. I don't really know what could happen and it's a little terrifying thinking she might hate me or something.
>>14824
Why are you reviving old awkward memories? It's very unlikely that this will end in your sister having sex with you. A lot of people do things they regret as kids.
>>14825
She was 18-19 when she did it not really a kid. I just want to know why she did it and why she stopped.
>>14813
>You're not cool, chill
Okay
>sensitive, down on your luck
I am.
>redpilled, based
Fuck off normal fag
>conservative NEETs
Conservatism was so 4 years ago. We're classical neetberals here, son.
>You're degenerate sex obsessed scum just like all the other normalfags.
Yes, and so are you
>>14838
Why would any self-respecting NEET support communism? I don't want to be forced to work in the gulag. I want neoliberalism to continue to automate and outsource all the jobs while I play vidya all day. Imagine glorifying "labor" as a NEET lmao
>>14847
>implying those that benefit from automation won’t privatize the profits
Or maybe you unironically are one of the clueless people that thinks automation will create more jobs that are of equal value even though all it’s created so far are shitty low pay service industry jobs.
>I want neoliberalism to continue to automate and outsource all the jobs
if that’s what you think economic policy should be then you shouldn’t ridicule people that have to work because they don’t have a choice at that point because their parents are poor and they don’t qualify for disability payments from the feds. Most neets live off the generosity of their family, and if their family didn’t have good jobs they wouldn’t be able to be neets. Pointing this out isn’t “glorifying labor” it’s just acknowledging reality.
>>14847
Because it's a funnier word than "neetberal", genius, nobody actually cares. Anybody who takes this shit seriously as a lifelong NEET is ridiculous. Nobody likes us and they'll never help us, getting shitter shattered over who and what controls what is silly when it will always end with us being discriminated against eventually.
Also
>>14848
Communism ≠ neo-marxism. There is plenty of anti-workist communism out there. Marx's ideology is honestly a speck of dust in the sea of communist beliefs that exist. Believe you me, he's rolling over in his grave at the idea of reformist socialism and market anarchism.
>>14849
>thinks automation will create more jobs that are of equal value
I don't think that. I think automation eliminates jobs. And that's an unambiguously good thing. Trying to replace them with these bullshit service jobs is just rabid puritanism, because creating them and coercing people into doing them clearly doesn't help the economy. So far, the best fix for an ailing economy literally anyone has discovered are stimulus checks/tax cuts/basic income/corporate subsidies. Those are all separated by slashes because they are all functionally the same: without actually creating anything, government legislation puts more money into people's hands.
>you shouldn’t ridicule people that have to work because they don’t have a choice
Can't speak for other NEETs, but I don't ridicule slaves. I pity them. And I'm very grateful that I don't have to debase myself like them.
>if their family didn’t have good jobs they wouldn’t be able to be neets
Yes, working class is a euphemism for low class and NEET is a euphemism for high class. Probably because it's gauche to outright admit you're rich in our overly puritanical society.
Poors, you have my sincerest condolences. Playing "crabs in a bucket" and forcing me to work in the gulags won't make your plight any better though. Instead of demanding the "right to work", demand the "right to a basic income".
>>14850
What do you need help with anon? You're already a NEET which means you already got it made. Spoiler alert: you still wouldnt be getting laid if you had a job. You'd just want to kill yourself more.
>>14849
>Most neets live off the generosity of their family, and if their family didn’t have good jobs they wouldn’t be able to be neets.
My mum who i live with is also a NEET kek
>>14853
I'm currently in an arranged engagement (we marry in 2 months) and I hate the girl they're marrying me off to but I don't really have a choice. First they said I had to get a job or I'd get kicked out so I part time at a convenience store and now it's marry her and have babies or gtfo. So basically I'm not even allowed to be a hikki neet KHHV like I want to be. So basically, I'm getting laid and I hate it.
>>14856
I'm a fag and fags are given prison sentences in my country. The idea of sex with a girl, especially a real one, is disgusting to me. But here I am forced to do it and have kids too.
>>14857
What kind of sand-nigger/christcucked shithole country do you live in?
Forcing people to marry 3D Pigs AND produce offspring is the one of the most abject forms of medieval feudalistic fascism I can imagine!
>you should leave that place, join it's enemies' army and then airstrike the fuck out of them to avenge Sodom and Gomorrah!
>>14861
Malaysia. Islamist shit hole. I wish I didn't live here and have such evil parents too. Legally arranged marriage can't happen without consent but I'm in a position where I need to give it. Not that the courts actually care about that anyways and see it as false reason for anullment usually. The girl isn't even pure either this will be her second marriage.
>you should leave that place, join it's enemies' army and then airstrike the fuck out of them to avenge Sodom and Gomorrah!
That's ironic since in Islam Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed by having fire rained on them. Unfortunately I can't get to any foreign countries though. Besides, foreign legions are beyond cruel. I'd honestly rather be forced to have sex with that evil harlot than do that.
>>14863
You should flee to any Western European country. You can get citizenship and free money and housing because you're a faggot and you would get killed for it back home.
I wouldn't stay in your situation. Either flee or kys.
>>14866
Based.
>>14863
I like Ironic punishments, for example executing the Nazi death camp administrator in a gas chamber or give the Nazi shrink who was a principal architect of the holocaust the electric chair!
>I remember when people who were arrested for attempting an hero were subsequently executed, it was a punishment so ironic it looses all deterrent value! Like charging an abusive family a crap ton of yen for cleaning up the mess after their child an heros by jumping in front of the shinkansen, that is more of an encouragement if anything!
It would be cool if a bronze-age myth about a a juvenile and capricious god throws a space rock at Two cities with gay people/people who just like buttseks* in them, inspires a technologically superior modern nation to nuke a medieval minded country that hates, locks up and murders gay people for no justifiable reason.
I've said it before and I'll say it again.
>The Canaanites should have stayed pagan. thus wiping out the two degenerate religions that followed the original monotheism.
>Constantine should have converted to Buddhism, we would know a lot more about ancient cultures if he did.
>The Ionian Greeks should have spread science and philosophy around the world. We would probably all be shitposting on different planets if the industrial revolution occurred 1000 or more years ago
*being gay isn't required for you to enjoy sodomy, likewise some men hate putting their pee-pee where their bf poo-poos prefer to have sword fights or go 69
>foreign legions are beyond cruel.
Amerimutts are mainly shitheads because they are still christcucked and conservatarded, not much of an improvement for a gay guy fleeing tyrannical theocracy. Europe and Japan have less religious fruitcakes being open about it, and more men who are openly gay.
My family were abusive cunts too, anon. We have never seen or spoken to each other in years, It is as if they do not exist at all. The only thing that prevents someone from dismissing a spook like family is a bronze age dogma from a work of fiction written in a shitty script that doesn't even have vowels. Another reason the Groovy Greeks were based: Εφηύραμε φωνήεντα!
>>14866
I never considered this. I can't believe it never crossed my mind. 31 years old and I couldn't even come up with something so simple. I live close enough to the Belgian embassy I can just afford a cab there. I'll book an appointment with them or whatever I have to do to see them. Apparently I even have a really good case to be treated as a vulnerable person and I might even be able to get an expedited case. Thank you.
>>14880
>I like Ironic punishments
They're the perfect method of justice.
>It would be cool if a bronze-age myth about a a juvenile and capricious god throws a space rock at Two cities with gay people/people who just like buttseks* in them, inspires a technologically superior modern nation to nuke a medieval minded country that hates, locks up and murders gay people for no justifiable reason.
I highly agree. I wish Westerners weren't so squeamish at the idea of nuking. These niggers deserve to be washed away in fire and something productive be built over them like happened to imperial Japan.
>being gay isn't required for you to enjoy sodomy, likewise some men hate putting their pee-pee where their bf poo-poos prefer to have sword fights or go 69
Yeah the laws here against gays also apply to all sodomy including oral sex. They're so strict you can get up to 20 years in prison per charge and they will beat you with a stick and fine you till you're destitute and on top of that revoke your citizenship and kick you out of the country.
>The Canaanites should have stayed pagan. thus wiping out the two degenerate religions that followed the original monotheism.
I couldn't agree more.
>Europe and Japan have less religious fruitcakes being open about it, and more men who are openly gay.
Sounds perfect to me.
>We have never seen or spoken to each other in years, It is as if they do not exist at all.
If I get my freedom this will be what I do. No contact ever. My mother learned I was a homosexual when I was 15 and had my dad and his friends beat me for it. 2 years later I got caught with gay porn and they did it again. Now they want me to go out and slave for them and take most of my wages and fuck some disgusting bitch so they can have grandchildren even though they know I'm a fag. It's like they just want me to suffer. Hopefully I can say goodbye to Malaysia soon.
>My mother learned I was a homosexual when I was 15 and had my dad and his friends beat me for it. 2 years later I got caught with gay porn and they did it again.
That's absolutely horrible.
>I'll book an appointment with them or whatever I have to do to see them. Apparently I even have a really good case to be treated as a vulnerable person
Anon, that's awesome! I'm rooting for you to escape your shitty situation. Good luck.
>>14888
Yeah I already did it.
update on my sister. We had lunch ordered to her house instead of eating out because she knew I wanted to talk about something serious. We made the normal small talk we always have for a little bit before she just shot the shit. It took us like 5-10 minutes of talking for the words "why did you do that stuff to me" to leave my mouth. She was shocked and she hid her face. It was dead silent forever. Eventually she started kind of babbling about how she's sorry and a horrible person and stuff and I told her I loved her and that I never hated her for it. She went on about how she ruined my life and stuff and I just told her I loved her and she's the only person who kept me around my whole life even back then. Eventually things got quiet again. Then she asked if she could tell me something super secret. I said of course. "Dad... molested me". She immediately started bawling, full ugly crying. I had no fucking clue what to do or say Jesus Christ that was so beyond what I ever could have imagined I just said what felt right. "I love you sis. I'm here for you." She just kept crying. "Do you need a hug?" (God I'm so autistic). She got up and walked over to me and I stood up and we held each other for easily as she went through various levels of crying her eyes out harder than I thought was possible (that sounds mean but I really feel so bad for her, god I love her). Eventually she calms down enough to be intelligible and she says "I've needed this so bad for so long it feels like I'm finally human again I love you so much". She looked up at me and started kissing me. I froze up. I was getting what I wanted but I felt so gross about it. I pushed her down and pulled away once she started trying to go further. I wanted to do that but fuck I genuinely feel evil that I let her kiss me at all and that I let it get to her started to touch my dick before I intervened. I feel like I was taking advantage of her. God I feel like shit right now. She got upset when I stopped her. I told her I wanted to do those things but that she wasn't in the right place to do that kind of thing with her. She was really upset by that and said she was never more sure of anything. I said it was OK and we could talk about it more later when emotions weren't so intense. God the look she gave me it was so sad I've never seen this side of her it's so foreign I feel bad for everything what is wrong with me. She asked if I would at least spend the night here and sleep on the couch and I agreed and called my mother to say I'd be staying. Now here I am phone posting this insane story while she's in her room. I have no clue what to do. I feel fucking awful. Why did I do this? Fuck man. I'm in over my head what was I thinkinh
>>14884
Allow me to give you the Belgian Blackpill and the Belgian Redpill (I can also give you the Yellowpill, If you like mayonnaise and frites.)
Belgium is a great place, though it's justice system is also fundamentally broken too, especially in regards to so-called "mental health". They might not beat you with a stick for trying to commit an hero but that doesn't mean they won't enforce extrajudicial punishment on you.
I'm sure an hero is illegal in most muscucked countries. Here it's legal de-jure, but de-facto prohibition is still in effect, they simply moved the place of penalization from the prison to the hospital and that is even worse in my opinion because in prison at least you have the right to a trial and possibly parole, In the shrink camp you're there indefinitely and may never see freedom again, even if they release you, they will never treat you like a human being, born free and equal in dignity and rights.
Stay away from the social suicide hotlines, and only talk about such topics to someone you can genuinely trust (i.e. your bf, a very very close friend, literally nobody in your family). These hotlines are nothing more than a clever trap set up to lure you into a false sense of security to extract just enough information to incriminate you before breaking into your house, cuffing you up and throwing you into the back of a white van with the word "ambulance" backwards on the hood straight to a jail disguised as a hospital and will lock you up and throw away your rights along with the key.
I reject the euphemistic language invented by these assholes: I call "suicide hotlines" social suicide hotlines because calling one is essentially committing social suicide. If you get out of the joint at all you will come both out blackpilled and hikkipilled. (I used to be a whitepilled hikki before things went to shit, now I'm so blackpilled not even light can escape my dungeon)
Likewise I mock the term "Crisis hotline"
>You can order an existential crisis like you can a pizza now? How convenient! What's that you say, you can also order one as a gift? I'll get one for my father when he turns 60!
t. George Carlin fanboi
They seem to care more about you being a so-called "danger to yourself" than about other people giving you death threats. I know someone who was personally threatened by someone and the ass-wipe cops didn't do dick! The concept of "danger to oneself" is loaded with utter hypocrisy,
>we won't let you hang yourself but you can smoke your lungs blacker than a nigger's asshole and get terminal cancer and we will provide you with real doctors until you draw your terminal breath!
>Want to destroy your liver from your yandere love of the national liquor? You're in luck! We'll just get you a new one! And you can destroy it again! And again! And again!!! Well... until we run out of cadavers to pull livers from!
This subject leads to another freedom-related debate about another unjust and irrational prohibition. Though we are making progress on the 420 front we are nowhere near as far as our neighbors in the north! Potverdekke, Ik kan thuis geen pot kweken!
To be perfectly frank, I don't think any of our government officials have a right to whine at all about repression and human rights violations committed by Russia or China against dissidents, until we abolish punitive psychiatry enforced on dissenters on our own soil, the WHO has openly voiced it's objection to and concern about the human rights violations committed by involuntary psychiatry. So long as politicians claim to be better than the political elite of Dictatorships such as Iran, Afghanistan, Turkey or any other non-western country that the west doesn't like, yet do diddly shit to abolish crimes against humanity on their own soil, I can do no more but say they are completely deluded.
Shrinks still can't seem to grasp why in spite of all their efforts booth the drugged population and the suicide rates are going up, and not about to fall or slow down any time soon.
At least in this country, if you're privileged enough, can get euthanasia, but sadly the gatekeepers are the same people who cause so much suffering to those whom they refuse to listen and need to be heard the most.
>you say a sand-nigger blew up your friends at the airport and now you are so traumatized you can't even leave the house.
No probs you don't have to live like this anymore.
>you say shitty socioeconomic conditions made you dissatisfied with life and when you tried to end it all you were taken away, locked up, labelled, drugged, abused, tortured, deprived of rights, released on parole in an even worse socioeconomic situation and now you are so traumatized you can't even leave the house.
MEDS NAO!!!!!!!!!!!
>my dad and his friends beat me
My father was an asshole and a cunt who beat me too for just the slightest thing, He lead me to demonize the whole concept of paternity, paternalism and anything associated with fathers. Fathers day has devolved into something like a Hate Week sort of event where I rant non stop about my father. Most probably don't want to be around me on that time of year and I can understand why: It's a stark reminder to the time when my family existed in my daily life, and my furious tirades metaphorically exhume their cadavers from the garbage heap of the past and bring their purified corpse into the room for all to see and smell.
I hate fathers so much that I can only tolerate being in the presence of gays, NEETs and Incels. I also hate women a lot too but if they have genuinely good mothering skills they can easily get through the hate gate. Women who remind me of my mother are just considered bitches and deserve every bit of it when chad cheats on them.
Now my father is trying desperately to salvage the train-wreck that was once our relationship, he even sends me money and gifts in an attempt to appease me. He's beating a dead horse if you ask me. NEETs can't be bought unlike stupid wagies. His intermittent attempts sometimes cause a short 2 minutes hate in the form of a mocking rant. but apart from that nobody hears much about people who call themselves my family unless the subject is invoked, and then they try to see to it that they never invoke it again. ;)
The voting system is so bad in Belgium that they had to make it compulsory just to keep the system going, since all the lists only contain the parties that aren't worth your vote!
>been to several elections in 2 different Waloon communes
>The only parties I would be least irked to support are the Pirates and the B.U.B. (the only Belgian party in the whole country except the tankie wagie party and the Pirates themselves)
>Local List contains only Waloon parties
>Fed/Regional list and list for europe contains only Waloon parties and Flemish parties, but no Belgian parties.
You know a democracy is bad and fundamentally broken when they don't even give you a right to boast: "I'm in a more justified position to complain about the government because unlike you, I didn't vote these fuckers in!"
Belgium is both a wagie shithole and also surprisingly a NEET haven:
It all has to do with taxes.
A politician criticized the Di Rupo government for leading the country in Europe, if not the world, that taxes the most out of it's citizens. And many people joke half-ironically that you pay to work in this country and that's the reason so many people moonlight in this country, and the only renovators you can afford to do an acceptable job are all imported from Poland!
However Autismbux is very easily attainable, just completely sperg out with your husbando pillow at the interview and make fun of his operating system and talk about how he should learn shell scripting and that only retards use internet explorer/edge. If you go full social retard and ignore every social norm in the book and employ stereotypical autistic behavioral memes (pun intended) When they see you eating your own boogers in front of them (or even worse offering them as a tasty snack because mommy is trying to teach you to share) you will get NEETBux easily.
The best thing of all is when they get back to you after you've sent them your tax returns, I've been taxed 0€ and that's at least one thing I can give our bullshit administration some slack for.
>No taxation without representation!!!
>I wish Westerners weren't so squeamish at the idea of nuking. These niggers deserve to be washed away in fire and something productive be built over them like happened to imperial Japan
This is the most based argument I have ever heard about how we should handle theocracies,
I couldn't have said it better myself! We could use more politicians in Europe and elsewhere who have the balls like yours!
I like to speculate an alternate world where Japan won WW2 but the thing that scares me most is would we have Manga, Anime and Vidya in this world? Would it be okay to write about oppai grabbing perverts like Roshi? Would the act of harmless loli love be regarded as the moral equivalent of raping a 3D child?
Anime is essentially one of the only reasons I have stayed on this crapsack planet for so long, the other being vidya. Surprisingly the shrinks don't seem to see the value in one and debate on the alleged harm caused other all while ignoring the damage caused by their own drugs.
>Any drug/therapy is legit, so long as it's the psychiatrists self-approved drug/therapy.
I seriously doubt the shrinks would even acknowledge the benefit mindfulness has had on my fight against depression especially downstairs which their drugs numb to the point of perpetuating the depressive state and justifying their argument for more meds and we end up in a vicious cycle of medical circle-jerking until the drugs themselves kill me.
TL;DR Belgium will protect you if you are vulnerable to dangers in your own country, but if they consider you to be a "danger to yourself" they will fuck you over till you are no better than you were in the dictatorship you escaped from.
But overall it is a genuine benefit if you can get hack the system to get spergbux and avoid the freud police and the traps they have set up.
>>14891
Boy! that was the largest effortpost I've ever made so far!
It won't even fit on my screen without scrolling!
good thing I put in that TL;DR, eh!
Domme kutbelg met z'n lange saaie teksten.
>>14890
For her sake it might have been the best option. Some people don't deal well with remorse and being able to open up is pretty good, specially if the person you're opening up to is receptive of it.
As for the lewdness it could be that she actually wants your dick, or she might be feeling vulnerable and thinks sex is the only way to keep you around (even if subconsciously).
Now it's time to sort your feelings out, is your love platonic or do you want to push her down when the time is right? Either way, you should try assuring her that you'll still love regardless. If you want to escalate things you could try having a normal date or something.
>>14893
>Idiooten kunnen alleen maar een taal praten
zoals mijn oude kunst/computerleeraar zei
Je bent heel grappig, anon!
afbeelding niet aanverwant
>>14895
God I wish this would end with my going to sleep and waking up to it not being real I'm losing my mind of been on this couch trying to sleep for fucking hours I want this to be a dream so fucking bad
>>14896
>For her sake it might have been the best option. Some people don't deal well with remorse and being able to open up is pretty good, specially if the person you're opening up to is receptive of it.
Dear God I hope so I really don't want to have hurt her more I'm fucking worried that she sees me as him that idea makes me sick to my stomach and I'm worried that she is going to hate me
>As for the lewdness it could be that she actually wants your dick, or she might be feeling vulnerable and thinks sex is the only way to keep you around (even if subconsciously).
Fuck I've been running fucking circles in my head about this exact shit I just have no clue what to do or say about any of it God why is this so hard why are people so hard why couldn't my dad be alive still so I can kill him for this fuck
>Now it's time to sort your feelings out, is your love platonic or do you want to push her down when the time is right? Either way, you should try assuring her that you'll still love regardless. If you want to escalate things you could try having a normal date or something.
I don't even know I've crushed on her so hard for years and now I could have it and it feels so fucking evil of me to consider that man it's like this is God punishing me for wanting her so bad I really want her to feel better soon.
>>14903
It sounds to me like you still have eros in your brain.
If I was in your situation, and bear in mind I'm an autistic virgin, what I would do is just hug her first thing in the morning, tell her what you feel, and just stay by her side. Like tell her you still love her and still want to fuck her, but you don't want her to make another mistake she's going to regret seeing as she already broke just by mentioning what happened when you were a kid, then offer to stay with her in a vanilla way like just watching bullshit on tv with your arms wrapped around her or while holding hands, and tell her that if she stills feels the same way after having a couple days you could go further and see what happens.
uhm, if you haven't lost virginity in ur childhood ur pretty much undesirable the whole life, and only your wallet and status matters at that point.
>>14905
This
Also if a bitch tells you she is a virgin,0 she is lying! There is no such thing as an 18 year old female virgin, they simply do not exist, as soon as their cunt starts pissing blood they will fuck the first male that is at least a 7/10 or more.
I hate women so goddamn much why cant some scientist make everyone gay or create a mutagen that destroys the uterus by creating malignant tumors that metastasize and kill the foid within a month. I hope transhumanism creates a 2D replacement for natures biggest mistake yet. If it doesn't humanity will go extinct because of female retardation and irrationality.
Women epitomize everything that is wrong with the universe!
>>14912
>why am I so hard from this incest thread
O_o because it's hot as fuck I hope part 2 is steamy
It's late as fuck I'm sorry I haven't given an update all day. She woke up before me. I had slept so late that she woke me up. We sat on the couch together in silence as we watched tv. Around noon we both kind of felt it was time for me to go back home. As I got ready to leave she asked me if I was OK. I asked her back. She said yes. I asked if she was sure (I became that guy). She said yes. I told her I was here for her and that I love her. She insisted she was fine and said she loved me too. Then she added that we should keep last night a secret. I agreed. Right before we left she grabbed my hand and held it for a little while before letting it go and us leaving. I've spent all day at the park mulling this over. I guess this means she does like me right? But what if it's only because she's hurting? I just want her to feel OK. What has my life become.
>>14928
I forgot to add that we meet up again in 10 days. It'll be in public. I guess if we're a thing then that's a date. I'll give another update after that or if something happens.
>>14929
10 days is a pretty long time, you'll probably know how she feels by then.
Good luck.
>>14884
Saaiekutbelg hier, with more blackpills on the Belgian justice system, our courts are so débordé as they often like to say as an excuse for doing jack shit to help anyone, they can't even be bothered to fine people for abstaining in the mandatory elections! Also Flanders have recently abolished the mandatory vote in local elections in their region, a based move, but other walloons don't agree with me or them (at least the political parties especially those who claim to be "left-wing"). Now for the first time Flemish people have the right to be smug about abstaining and not voting in a bunch of incompetent cronies destined to further screw up their communal administrations and who will all be first against the wall when the revolution comes!
But although no-one has been prosecuted since 2003 for not showing up on Sunday to vogelpik your poisonous kakistocrats, beware if you are appointed to staff the polling stations, if you don't show up they will fine you, I managed to escape from manning the polling station by playing the autismo card. If they consider you socially retarded enough they won't force a hikki out of his hole to supervise a bunch of normies being good boys keeping the system going and count their dumb choices afterwards.