Todays feel: Feeling really done friends. This anon finds being social too much of a headache but finds being alone boring.
All of this is probably true. every time I look in a mirror I want to vomit
>im not even mad that by society's standards im a failure
<im not sad by my familys standards "ive wasted a gift of intellect or intellectual curiosity."
im done trying to socialize in any shape way or form as if im some kind of normalfag.
==FUCK FAIRWEATHER FRENS==
todays feel is a little concerned over potential lapse into psychosis.
Why do I keep living I have no future
You aren't pathetic.
Stressed and angry.
But I'm trying to control myself, because I'm not some no-iq niggermonkey that's controlled by the ego and flesh.
I refrained from punching the wall and kicking the washing machine.
I'm trying to calm down right now, but it's difficult to get rid of the fire-y feeling inside.