Bad upbringing
Todays feel: Feeling really done friends. This anon finds being social too much of a headache but finds being alone boring.
All of this is probably true. every time I look in a mirror I want to vomit
today's feel:
>im not even mad that by society's standards im a failure
<im not sad by my familys standards "ive wasted a gift of intellect or intellectual curiosity."
im done trying to socialize in any shape way or form as if im some kind of normalfag.
==FUCK FAIRWEATHER FRENS==
todays feel is a little concerned over potential lapse into psychosis.
Why do I keep living I have no future
The world is shit. Always will be.
This is what happens when God decides to make retarded bs instead of something good.
Nothing but anger and stress every day.
The only pathetic people are those who succumb to work.
You aren't pathetic.
Stressed and angry.
But I'm trying to control myself, because I'm not some no-iq niggermonkey that's controlled by the ego and flesh.
I refrained from punching the wall and kicking the washing machine.
I'm trying to calm down right now, but it's difficult to get rid of the fire-y feeling inside.
Born wrong way