i want someone to cares about me, feel protected and the sweetness of a hug so badly
i can't stop thinking about it...
I do what I can to cope.
I ignore it, like all of my other problems :|
I like to save pictures of anime girls being affectionate with the viewer, getting used to the lonliness, avoiding normalfags bragging about "muh gee-eff" which is kind of hard since they're everywhere and every topic on any place they're on devolves into "muh gf", and a daki to hug at night. Asmr feels kind of nice too. It's even better if you can listen to it in bed.
Obviously I want le gf too, connection is a human need for all but the rarest of people, but that's not really a possibility for me and even if I did have one I would probably be worse off given how women are when a guy isn't 100% perfect. Of course, an incestuous relationship with a loving older sister would be preferable.
I am lucky enough not to care at all about being loved or physically touched.
Life must be hell for people who do.
Why don't you just get a friend online or something like that? I have no friends but years ago I did and it was fun even with the right person.
friends don't help much, most people have their own normal lives and such, busy all day, etc
Unrelated but I don't think I want to be touched
Life is really shit when you are alone. I am an autist who spend his whole teenage apart from the group, never trying to intgrate the group, and just drop school at 16 for being a hiki. so know I don't know anything about how I am supposed to live my life. I'd like to meet an empathic girl who understand me(at list try) and is okay to learn me a bit how I am supposed to live, and care about me and feel compassionate about how it is shit and pain to be me. But unforunately I have social phobia and I am too much ashamed about myself to determine myself to make the effort to find such a person, despite the fact I believe it probably exist somewhere in this big city... sorry if my english is bad it is not my main langage and i am not used to practice it.
I don't really. The worst part isn't really not ever talking to people but seeing people that are so happy with their friends.
fantasize. other than that, nothing. i know the road of fantasizing is a dangerous road but hey as long as it works
basically don't take it too far and at least have some awareness of reality, shit like this is basically where schizophrenia is birthed from
but what exactly would too far look like? coming from somebody that actively practices escapism
If there's nobody left but yourself, you might try to be your own friend and lover. Treat yourself good and be nice to yourself, anon.
I was never meant to have friends.
Everyone in this world seems to be just another flesh golem. No one has any real feelings or any thoughts of their own. People just treat each other "kindly" if they can gain something from them.
I've grown to hate people, and I get very upset when these golems bother me or enter my personal space. They think they're so eccentric and important.