Why is your life like this? do you have any mental illnesses that you think contributed to your outcome.
I ask bc I've Been wondering recently why my life turned out this way and i think its bc of my adhd but i have no evidence. maybe i was born lazy and unmotivated, i wish i could turn back time
Yeah I think most of us have some mental disability
I have avoidant personality disorder from having a narc dad.
Autism is one hell of a drug. Not helping was the depression during high school.
>>3581
I will never get diagnosed, too expensive probably, and I don't want what little self steem I have to be crushed if someone finds out I am fucked up
>>3589
>the depression during high school
Are you doing better now? I also had a major depressive episode during high school. I started avoiding people and I ended up completely alone for almost 4 years. I have friends now and honestly, despite all my problems, I am happy. All I need are some people that care about me to be fine.
>>3581
I've always been a very depressive person, not a single pure happiness moment in my entire childhood I can think of, even if I have never been much of a pessimist or anything of that matter.
Weird thing is that my parents always talked to me, never were overly protective nor cold towards me and enouraged me to talk, but for some reason I always ended up having existencial crises and moments where I just wished I had never existed.
They worsened, and put all my projects to a grinding halt, now I can barely do anything without extreme mental and physical exhaustion, even eating and going to the bathroom for any reason became too troublesome to do regularly
chances are I have autism tho. No normal, productive member of society gets to my age without having a single night out or friends to speak of, but then again I'm all but productive
Bipolar sociopathy and major depression
I think all of us do, you can't end up as a NEET without severe mental illness. (Unemployed normies not included)
>>3614
>Statement x is true only if statement y is true. The cases where x is true while y is false are not included in the domain of cases we're analyzing
>>3581
i was diagnosed with BPD and put on SSI. might be autistic because my sister is. but i'm pretty damn upset because i just burned a hole in my plastic fucking sink at my apartment after trying to smoke a cigarette. just hoping i won't have to pay for it when i move out
I was diagnosed with autism at an early age but my parents never told me until I turned 18. They were withholding the fact that I'm essentially brain damaged and will never function like a normal human being. But now I know why I'm so fucked up. It isn't even my fault. It's just an unfortunate roll of the genetic dice.
I have 9 mental disorders diagnosed and it helps make being a NEET easy because BUX but who the hell would want a life so compromised. FYI I think I may just be over diagnosed who cares about labels anyway lol.
>>3605
I relate to this too much Remiu poster... I was always glum without making it my things as in it was just normal. never related to emo kids or any of that growing up. never grew up.
it is all too hard friends <3
sometimes i go to ask for antidepressants recipe from a doctor friend
I have dysphoria, adhd and autism, that caused severe depression and social anxiety
I don't have any mental issues, because it's impossible for someone with a soul to have any.
Although I really dislike this reality that God put me in. It's garbage-tier and God really sucks at creating and programming.
I hope He apologizes to me when I get to Heaven, and that He feels like shit for the rest of eternity for what He put me through.
What I want from Him, after I get into Heaven, is the ability to alter reality. Then I'll make my own island country in Heaven that'll only be filled with properly programmed golems.
>>4110
>I hope He apologizes to me when I get to Heaven, and that He feels like shit for the rest of eternity
That's kinda mean to God. I don't think anyone deserves to feel bad for all eternity.
Having a job requires you to give up your mind. Only golems can do that.
Those that have souls can't have jobs. Those that have souls aren't of the world.
God will take care of His Sons.
Religion is a way to control people. One can keep their spirituality and individuality through faith without succumbing to groupthink as all religion is a form of. It's a preset set of beliefs that are given to you at birth and has nothing to do with what you personally think makes sense.
I'm not an atheist, but that's what I think about organized religion. Sham.
>>4116
God creates faulty people then punishes people for all eternity for his own mistakes. His resentment to the God he believes in is based. hopefully with enough reading and scrutiny of the bible (or whatever religious text he adheres to) he will find that these are not the divine words of god but the words of ignorant men.
I think i'm depressed
>>3581
I got diagnosed with schizophrenia by an Indian psychiatrist who didn't speak English after I rattled off some generic symptoms from Google after reading Uncle Remus guide and got neetbux, since I got neetbux, I've just been chilling at home watching anime and playing runescape. I'm probably avoidant as I don't talk to people but I'm pretty fucking comfy. I wouldn't want it any other way
>>5071
psychiatry is a meme, read uncle remus guide https://imgur.com/r/Incels/OyOid
it works, I'm proof of it
>>5058
>get a 5150
keep in mind if you do this you can never own a gun for the rest of your life
Probably. It'd be disregard if I talk about it to anyone though. You can just decide to be a functioning member of society and succeed apparently.
>>5095
Incorrect, despite being 5150'd I was able to get a gun. They have to take you to court and do some sort of complicated process to get rid of your rights, think of all the mass shooters who had homicidal thoughts and such but were still able to buy guns
>>5088
psychiatry is pseudoscience, but as long as we NEETs can make NEETbux off the normalfag taxpayer I don't care.
>>5099
Did you buy it in a private sale or from an FFL holder? When you buy from an FFL it asks you on the 4473 form if you've been involuntarily committed.
>think of all the mass shooters who had homicidal thoughts and such but were still able to get guns
Involuntary hospitalization is where the line is drawn it seems.
https://www.ncsl.org/research/civil-and-criminal-justice/possession-of-a-firearm-by-the-mentally-ill.aspx
>Under 18 U.S.C. § 922(d), it is unlawful for any person to sell or otherwise dispose of any firearm or ammunition to any person knowing or having reasonable cause to believe that such person “has been adjudicated as a mental defective or has been committed to any mental institution.”
>>5107
Fear the government that fears your gun.
mass shootings often happen in gun-free zones.
I hope some shrinks get shot up when they try to take some sperg's gun away.
Praise Saint E.R.! Praise Adam Lanza! Praise KEK!
>>5124
So it was an FFL then. I've read that 72 hour holds don't count as commitments, maybe that's your situation. Or maybe your state isn't good at sending information to NICS. I had to stay for two weeks so the only way I can get a gun is through private sale it seems.
Bretty sure I'm suffering from schizoid personality disorder, although no psych I've ever seen has diagnosed me with such. I think in this day and age people get diagnosed with autism spectrum disorders instead of schizoid.
I'm not diagnosed with anything and it's not like it'd matter if I was, but i'm certain I have really bad social anxiety. I don't even mind the depression that much I just want the social anxiety to go away it hurts so much I feel like i'm being choked and like i'll never be free.
its just makes me want to go completely numb and stop feeling things