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No.3735

Another night without sleep. Another day without purpose. But: Hedonism is a fun way to cope isn't it?... Is it even still hedonism if it's no longer any fun? If nothing is more than distraction from the self devouring thoughts that fill the void in your heart and mind? I want a hug, but I can't stand it. I can't stand myself atm. I still love you, anon. That's something, right?

No.3736

It is, and it's valuable. It's just an image but take this hug. I hope it comforts you to some degree.
As for me... I dunno... I get used to it. I'm autistic enough to find joy in dumb and childish things like simple junk food and media. I'm a bottom feeder but I'm living in the only ways that are available to me and to expect anything more of someone like me is unreasonable. This might have sounded negative but take comfort in the fact that you've found a way to get by in life and are doing so. You've met the goal of all creatures and that's to survive and it's even better if you feel some amount of happiness while doing so. If you're doing that then you shouldn't be rough on yourself even if others are. Whether people are around you or aren't it's important to always be your own friend.

No.3738

>>3736
>take this hug. I hope it comforts you to some degree.
Thank you Anon, it actually did.

>As for me... I dunno... I get used to it. I'm autistic enough to find joy in dumb and childish things like simple junk food and media.
That's me! But add alcoholism to the mix.

>I'm a bottom feeder but I'm living in the only ways that are available to me and to expect anything more of someone like me is unreasonable.
You're a beautiful person.

>it's important to always be your own friend.
<3

No.3739

whores still reproduce

No.11625

Surprise

No.11652

I think I stayed up for at least 72 hours last weekend! Mostly freetarded programming and later cleaning up the galley in my dungeon. The flies were starting to piss me off.
I used several strategically timed shots of Coffee and Red Bull to boost myself when the shinigami of sleep tried to tempt me, on Monday I eventually slept but not without a massive build up of lactic acid in my hands and legs, I'm still feeling the effects when I woke up and my legs contracted savagely.
Anyway guys what's the longest time you've ever stayed up?
>>3735
I need a hug too, bro. That's the best kind of magic.

No.11691

>>11652
Hug granted!

No.11706

>>11691
Thanks anon, I hope you're doing well.

No.11713
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>>11706
well i feel good now! thanks anon.

No.11714

>>11713
I wish I could say the same for me.

No.11717

>>11714
What have they done to you?

No.11723

>>11717
Betrayed and wronged me in everything. My parents abused me, and when I tried to end it all the shrinks locked me up and tortured me. Their idea of 'treatment' is more like penalization in nature. They have scarred me inside and out ignoring and refusing to see my suffering. They are only adding to my motives for wanting to commit suicide. I still wake up to nightmares about being dragged from my bed and locked up in their concentration camp. Just last recently the head nurse who was a complete asshole showed up and threatened me to clean and tidy my kitchen or he would call the police. Naturally I have been deprived of my voice and liberties after my time in the joint and when I tried to justify my emotional suffering he saw this as an opportunity to belittle me even further, condescending the fact that to him it was no surprise I had no friends. I seriously considered committing suicide to escape a whole wave of new torture.
>>11652
There you have it, a dark secret behind a seemingly innocent weekend of productivity.

No.11742

>>11723
Sorry that you had to go through all of this. Sounds pretty fucked up to me, and i hope you don't decide to anhero. Is there no safe spot avaliable to inhabit for you?

No.11746

>>11723
That's horrible.

No.11747

>>11742
I have absolutely no where to go, I have heard nothing from my friends all year, I became a hikikomori in 2018 to escape stigmatization from the outside world, only to be stigmatized further by the corrupt legal and mental "health" system of my country. and family is not an option, I have lost virtually all my human rights and anything I say is ignored or dismissed because of so-called mental illness. I'm trying my best to survive and there are a minority of genuinely good people who actually want to help mainly the non-medical types who supply my stocks and maintain my dungeon but their passages have been severely limited recently, Also the nursing agency is corrupt and dishonest, and many of the nurses have been negligent, but of course no-one listens to me. A part of me hopes for a better life, another part of me fears that this is impossible. in all cases, if I should commit suicide I want you to remember me and that psychiatry killed me.

No.11748
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>>11747
Don't anhero, anon will miss you! Anon's social life is almost zero already... and you might remember that you have at least one fren in here.

No.11750
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>>11748
Thanks anon, Normally I will be resupplied on Monday, and I will talk about my nightmares to them and hopefully she can convince the corrupt bureaucrats to get the nurses changed or removed (preferably removed) Though I seriously doubt they will listen to her either because of her position on a bullshit hierarchy.

No.11752

>>11750
Keeping my fingers crossed, anon! Is a nurse around at the moment?

No.11753

>>11752
They come every morning and every evening, though I have seen cases where they walk in scribble in their log book and leave without even acknowledging my existence even after I tried to get their attention, I have to lock the kitchen because they have a nasty history of leaving the front door open and I cannot allow my cat to escape. Ever since last week's incident the periods waiting for them to come are filled with dread.

No.11756

>>11753
That's kafkaesque. The horror!

No.11762

>>11756
What's worse is that I have to maintain a stoic facade or they could incarcerate me just for showing how I feel about my situation. I think that many psychiatrists should be in the Hague on trial for crimes against humanity and executed. Ironically the Internet is the only place I can freely express my misery and hopelessness. The way I have been treated by those supposed to "help" me have only reinforced the taboo and stigma about talking about suicide to the extent that I use my ad blocker to block crisis hotlines since I am so disgusted about how they operate. I call them the SWAT yourself hotlines. Sadly there is a bit of dark truth in the euphemism as a guy who called one such hotline was murdered by the SWAT. The Shrink forced on me is a complete asshole and a pretentious fuckwad, he says I should be grateful for all the abuse I have suffered at his hands and the hands of others, no wonder I stopped answering the phone. Ironically he is also a computer technician and only goes to reinforce the stereotype that people in IT have no social skills. But like you said I am literally living a nightmare which I cannot wake up from. I seriously doubt that I will ever recover from this. Even thinking about the outside world opens up old traumas. Even a Japanese rental sister would have trouble getting me to even open a window, now, let alone take me out for a coffee.
This classic song from my childhood speaks to me even more in it's french translation.
https://youtu.be/G-IGIO5wsOo
Many people consider the European mental health system to be better than those of other nations, but it still relies on coercion, intimidation and fear tactics and thus is very dehumanizing and barbaric.

No.11774

>>11762
>The Shrink forced on me is a complete asshole and a pretentious fuckwad, he says I should be grateful for all the abuse I have suffered at his hands and the hands of others

That's peak cynical, but anon met a few shrinks that are just that certain kind of asshole. - might be because their shrinkery is 80% bs and they know. And they know that you know, so they have to cope by playing the all knowing doctor who's never wrong by definition. This anon luckily could get rid of those, but that was a long process that took almost a year... you know capacities and such. You're kept in france, anon? Pan-european greetings from Germany!

No.11775

>>11774
Liebegrussen von belgien. Hopefully the hikki helpers can get the shrinks and nurses and corrupt layers off of my back and find someone to represent me in a court of appeals (i can't go in person for obvious reasons). I only hope the Belgian legal system is faster, but you only have to take one look at the palais de justice to see how fucked up the justice system is in belgium, even post-dutroux.

No.11776

>>11775
>Liebegrussen von belgien.
merci, compagnon d'infortune!
>Hopefully the hikki helpers can get the shrinks and nurses and corrupt layers off of my back and find someone to represent me in a court of appeals (i can't go in person for obvious reasons).
May the force be with you!

>even post-dutroux.
Anon remembers that case very well. A lot of mysterious deaths and even more bad jokes about Belgians.

No.11782

>>11776
Just woke up from another nightmare (or daymare since I am nocturnal) I dreamed that had a rookie hikki helper and that her boss came to say the nurses had called the cops. I often wish that someone like Misaki would appear to me in my dreams (or better, IRL!) and show the hubristic mental 'health' "professionals" exactly what and how they are doing everything wrong. I hope that one day psychiatrists and their flunkey stooges will realize that they cannot go on forever committing human rights abuses. If I lived in Japan I would have probably suffered harsher conditions due to more indiscriminate incarceration, however since the stigma is greater I'm sure more people would have tried to protect me, and there are also the rental sisters, something europe desperately needs if it has any chance in winning back the favor of hikikomori who have become disillusioned with or felt betrayed by society.

No.11783

>>11782
Not a single supportive and trustworthy person in your life?

No.11785

>>11762
This is pretty much the reason I don't deal with others anymore offline.It's all gaslighting and manipulating, coerce or command, never convince and so forth. I hate it. So I took the trash out, there was nothing left but me, and things improved drastically.

No.11786

>>11783
No one except the hikki helpers who supply my stocks. Even some people I consider to be my "friends" are denilaistic as fuck. I hope one day psychiatry will be seen for what it is a pseudo-scientific and dangerous enterprise and that denial of its abuses and defense of its practice will be dealt with the same penalty or worse as holocaust denial is dealt with in many European countries. I hope to see at least one shrink behind the dock utter the following words before he is escorted to the gallows
>Ich habe mich schon in mein schicksal ergeben

btw the nurse came just now, stoicism trick worked like a charm, if she only knew the hell her boss had put me through this week.

I am hoping the hikki helpers can use their friends and acquaintances to find me a friend or possibly even a gf if such an endeavor is even possible. we don't have enough Japanese people in this country and I'm sure my smurfy nature might appeal to them.
http://www.catb.org/jargon/html/S/smurf.html

>>11785
Another hikki sealing off a corrupt world of stigmatizing shrinks and biased normies, I understand you! *hugs*

No.11830

>>11786
Hi anon, got your supplies yet? How's the nurse-problem going? Got any news?
Liebe Grüße! :3

No.11838

>>11786
You gotta just throw them all out. Even if they could nominially be helpful, they are unreliable and therefore useless. Replace any needed functionality with services.

No.11842

>>11838
Yeah that's a thing you might do. Anon experienced that some of the helpers tried to fuck up anon and his relationship with his shrink. They wanted to be at his side while talking to his shrink. I forbid every contact and said that the stuff i say to my shrink is personal after they freaked out about meds. You could tell those helpers relief when i did so. they just don't want to lose their jobs i guess...

No.11843

>>11830
It went well, I explained my situation and are working on a solution, however the courts will be hard to convince without a video-conference I only hope they have enough self and mutual respect to use matrix. I hate how soyciety has become so dependent on Zoom.

>>11838
I wish I could however the state thinks that people who try to anhero don't know whats best for them and that abuse and intimidation is beneficial into "healing" them. I won't be rid of those damned nurses and shrinks without the court of fucking appeals.

Shrink abuse is a global problem and the governments of the world turn a blind eye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTV-Xbn9FeE
No wonder the short lived Incel political party aimed to abolish forced psychiatry and medication.
Los suicidos somos decheros y humanos. (spannish word play even if no abla espagnol)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojvbww0T0-Q
I like this guy's arguments. I would add to them by saying,
>I do not regret my suicide attempts, I regret seeking help.

No.11844

>>11843
>It went well, I explained my situation and are working on a solution,
I am happy you had a fair chance to explain the situation sn what it affects you. To be honest i thought a lot about you this weekend. We kinda frens nao. :3

Good luck with the curt anon. I have a good feeling about this.

No.11849

>>11844
Thanks, anon, I have also contacted mindfreedom to ask for advice I need all the help I can get, on their sites I have seen similar cases to my own and felt shocked how the UN and supposedly democratic, peace-loving governments turning a blind eye to the torture and holocaust type conditions that go on in psychiatric jails. Like hitchens said about czechoslovakia during the cold war you cannot help mentioning Kafka. It's like having a constant feeling the Stasi are on your back listening and watching for the slightest step out of line to bring you down further.
I don't think anybody representing a free state can demonize regimes like North Korea, China and Russia without appearing as a hypocrite. Like when the USA complained about the USSR's suppression of dissidents (sometimes by psychiatry let us not forget) Khrushchev would respond "Yeah well you are lynching innocent negroes!"

If you need help fighting freudian tyranny these guys are the best crisis line you could have.
https://mindfreedom.org/

And lastly I will cite a few lines from one of my favorite bands. As a hikki you make me feel less alone.

>Ich geb' dir meine Zuneigung und meine Zeit
>Ich muß dich wiedersehen, wann ist es soweit?

>Du bist mir nah und doch so fern
>Ich ruf' dich an, ich hör' dich gern

No.11861

>>11849
>As a hikki you make me feel less alone.
You're not alone anon. There are people here that know your feel. Not being able to change your situation makes me sick and i really hope that you have at least some help now. Wishing you all the best man! That post may be a little cringy but i don't care. Keep it up anon, these shit can take some time and some effort but i believe in you anon. You're gonna make it. :3

No.11862
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>>11849
gibe band/song link pls, lyrics seem awesome!

No.11863

yeaaaa, you work dat mouf. dats what u do. lick dis dark meat boi. good boi.

No.11864

>>11861
Thanks anon, I've received word from a survivor of mind freedom who was touched by my words, I joked that if I was not so socially inept I probably would have been an orator. My brother, when we were still friends loved the rhetoric that fueled my rants, where as my mother did her best to silence them whenever she could, you can probably tell where she stands on the whole shrink debate.
>>11862
Here you go. The clip is just a good.
https://youtu.be/uQpbH8iMQDo

No.11865

>>11864
Yay, i waited for your posting! Thanks for the link, much appreciated! :3

No.11868

>>11865
no problem desu!

No.11879

>>11868
I look awesome in 3D! :3
Anon thanks for this song, kinda slipped through before and i really like Kraftwerk. Have you seen their first bigger concert at the Rockpalast 1970? If not, please do, it has some nice yet weird 70s vibes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNoFHdlMrtI

No.11905

>>11879
Wunderbar! Ralf looks cool with a mullet! I miss the 70's aesthetic along with that of the 80's and 60's. If i had a time machine I would go back in time just to get a hippie gf or maybe the 50's to get a beatnik. I don't understand what normies see in foids post 2010s, excessive makeup, unnatural hair and fette lippen! It's as if they all fetishize and want to look like n*🅱️🅱️a hoes or something. I still have that 70's MIT AI lab hacker look (long hair, scruffy beard and mustache). Fortunately Japanese women have a more natural look and if one found me and was interested in me I would have a genuine reason to live aside programming.
https://youtu.be/Bp_6HLUQno0
Ironically Kraftwerk were kind of a hikikomori band, since if you wanted to call Kling-Klang studios you had to time it right because the phone was muted so they wouldn't be disturbed during recording and once a day Ralf or someone else would pick up the phone to see if anyone was calling and if not *tschak* back to the synths! another instance of hikki style correspondence was when coldplay asked if they could sample computerliebe and they received a terse but straightforward response:

>yes.

On another note the nurses came today, thankfully it was one of the more sympathetic ones, Still deluded in thinking what her cynical and sadistic boss did was good for me, to which I responded "the end rarely justifies the means" and "Children who learn to devalue others can devalue anyone including their own parents." however the next time someone says that, i shall go full reducto-ad-absurdum retort, "In that case why don't you beat and bloody up your own kids when they misbehave? If you say that in the long term it's good for them then that justifies any kind of violence!"

Respect cannot be earned through fear and leaderships based on fear over respect tend to be less sustainable and are more likely to experience coups in the hierarchy.

Hopefully one day we will see the end of coercive and forces psychiatry. Even the UN and WHO is against it, but so-called free democratic governments prefer to REEE about Russia and autocratic regimes while failing to witness or acknowledge the unseen and unspoken holocaust that happens at home to the most vulnerable citizens.

They think pills would cure depression where as being hugged by a bishoujo does a lot more to motivate me when I'm down but also calms my tard rage when I sperg out and start yeeting stuff across the room. and I have friends to testify this, Ironically the guy who never hugs anyone prevented Armageddon in my dungeon using this method. do the shrinks even acknowledge this? No it's just meds, meds, meds. They are too filled with hubris to acknowledge anything their victim says, meds and more meds that's all they endorse.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtvfmLZjHgU
Just because you claim to be a doctor doesn't mean 1 you can't be wrong. 2 you know better than your patient. I think the Hippocratic oath needs to be amended Do no harm and always respect the wishes of your patient; treat them with dignity and respect.

I'm sure I will be refused a vasectomy if I asked even if I presented my vehement antinatalist arguments and stating that if I wanted kids I would have already gone to the orphanage and adopted one. I think I might have to sterilize myself by ingesting hazardous chemicals, but I'm not sure what would cause a permanent effect while causing least collateral damage. Fuck! I wish I wasn't so hard on my brother for constantly trying to nut me in the balls.

If I was a licensed radiotherapist and was refused a vasectomy, I probably wouldn't need it anyway!

No.11907

>>11905
>I'm sure I will be refused a vasectomy if I asked even if I presented my vehement antinatalist arguments
Say that you dont want to risk passing your problems/illness on to your children their lifetime risk of developing it most likely is higher. Ya know genes and stuff... that's reasonable and easy normies can process easy short things better than complex thoughts. ^__^

No.11945

>>11907
Yeah I don't expect an educated stupid normie doctor to have an interest in philosophy.

No.11950

>>11945
Yeah Doctors can be strange... anon found some of the younger ones nicer to work with. Will you keep us updated on your situation? I'd love to read a happy ending one day!

No.11960

>>11950
I'll keep you guys posted.
I will regain my liberty or perish in the attempt!

When I feel demotivated I often listen to this melancholic playlist.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3JmH4KdLt8

No.11961
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>>11960
Godspeed, anon! I'll keep the tab with this thread open.

No.11963

>>11961
Me too, I wish that cosplayer was with me in my dungeon right now.

No.11966

>>11963
We are monks, anon!

No.11976

>>11966
Indeed we are...
>If you wan,t to be strong learn to enjoy being alone

No.12016

>>11747
>havent heard from my friends
>my friends
wait is this normie central now?
jesus christ

No.12017

>>12016
Normies generally have more than just 2 friends, bro.
Also they are both autistic rejects like myself.
It wouldn't surprise me if they had both committed suicide by now.
Fuck this planet, why do I even bother?

No.12048

>>12017
More than two friends? That sounds exhausting.

No.12054

>>12048
I know right and not even technical or interesting people but in general the most mundane boring types imaginable who haven't even seen Star Wars once.

No.12060

>>12054
*tips fedora*

No.12087
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>>12060
A bit of good news for a change. The sympathetic nurse I mentioned yesterday came this morning, although it's too early to assume let alone determine, I have a slight feeling that someone in the hierarchy realized that the boss crossed the line and they are trying to regain their image/trust which is not an easy task for anyone. Regaining a hikki's trust is a magnitude harder. Last thing any organization needs is a reputation shattering scandal, which will inevitably happen to the APA. with 1 in 5 Americans on meds and rising the fall of psychiatry is no longer a question of if but of when. So far I have not heard from mindfreedom since my last email. I have also heard another anon has been deprived of his economic freedom.

No.12100

>>12087
>good news for a change
I'm happe there's some movement into the right direction anon. Hope that you're lucky and everything wents faster as you and me expected from now on. Fingers crossed anon!

No.12101

>>12087
>>12100
>I have also heard another anon has been deprived of his economic freedom.
Oops i missed that one.... what happened to him? Also good luck with those mindfreedom guys. Maybe they're busy..?

No.12108

>>12101
He didn't say much, just that the court forced a bastard on him that hoards his money from him after he tried to anhero with pills.
I referred him to mindfreedom, he'll need all the help he can get on the road to freedom.
Together we can defeat this threat to our liberty and human rights.

No.12111

>>12108
That's tough. Anon doesn't know anything about psychiatric laws in Belgium. I'm just kinda happy about those we have in germany. There are a few freak-cases like that poor guy Gustl Mollath in bavaria but those were because people had enemies in higher positions... the case was big in the news for a long time and shrinks still seem startled by it. ^__^

No.12112

>>12111
Indeed I have also been stripped of my economic freedom by a cynical judge who never even met me in person or had any direct contact with me. I's simply disgusting the amount of power accorded to these people for them to just go and abuse it.
Last time I tried to justify my position the judge was rude, condescending and refused to let me speak. He also has a double face since when he contacted me at the shrink jail he played a nice guy facade but still wouldn't hear my rationale that I had never been in debt and am perfectly capable of managing my finances.

I only hope I still have the right to appeal because in some corrupt jurisdictions they can even alienate that right from you.

As long as shrinks continue to have the power they do we will have loads of Gusti Mollaths in the years to come Along with millions of unacknowledged martyrs It's all to easy for these quacks to frame legitimate skepticism as irrational paranoia.

>There'll always be a happy hour
>For those with the money, voice and power
>They'll never realize the hurt
>They cause the men they treat like dirt

No.12130

>>12112
>frame legitimate skepticism as irrational paranoia
Normies don't see the world as it is or they have an agenda. Going to get drunk now. Have a nice day, hikkifrens!

No.12132

>>12130
I'll get buzzed with my umpteenth red bull. Been cleaning the dungeon, all that really remains is to disassemble the busted bedstead planned obsolescence knows no bounds!
Sadly the sympathetic nurse didn't come, the meh nurse that normally comes came who is literally.
>hello Mr. anon!
>*hands meds*
>have a nice day!
Personally I prefer even her to the no-iq nogs who don't even bother to acknowledge my presence or alert me to my presence.
I'm sure plenty of the bureaucrats in power have an agenda but obviously this is just an unproven hypothesis. Hopefully next week I will be able to at least make a start into legal research. I do not speak the arcane black speech of lawyers.
>Ash medzg durbatulûk, ash medzg gimbatul,
>ash medzg thrakatulûk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul.

No.12135

>>12132
>meds
So you're member of the F32.X club too? :3

No.12136

>12132
> I will be able to at least make a start into legal research. I do not speak the arcane black speech of lawyers.
Oh you should. And get some law books too. Anons life changed drastically after knowing whats okay and what's not.

No.12137

>>12136
Also: is depression your thought crime?

No.12142

>>12137
depression and self yeet. I now insist on saying commit when referring to suicide since although it is technically legal it is still treated as if it were a crime.
However my depression is purely environmental, the meds don't do shit. if they really wanted to cure it they would be attacking the cause not the symptoms, it's like trying to cure a dental abscess with painkillers, you'll only end up with a ruined jaw by the end of it.
>>12136
learning lawyerspeak is like trying to learn assembler, they redefine every word in the language. that's why BSD style license is only 2 clauses long because they are allergic to lawyers, GPL lawyers are OK though.

No.12147

>>12142
>>>12137
depression and self yeet. I now insist on saying commit when referring to suicide since although it is technically legal it is still treated as if it were a crime.
I agree on that. A better term for suicide is the german word "Freitod" anyways.

>However my depression is purely environmental, the meds don't do shit.
Bothing more to add. People freak out over animal hoarders but don't see the human hoarders that keep them in fucking megacities etc...i say that the ones that don't freak out are the problem.

No.12148

>>12142
>learning lawyerspeak is like trying to learn assembler, they redefine every word in the language.
You need an attorney that intimidates those against you.

No.12154

>>12148
No frickin' sh!t, but I doubt I could afford a Phoenix Wright on pro-bono terms.
>OBJECTION!!!!!
All lawyers are assholes except when they are on your side!

No.12155

>>12147
Freitod, I like that term emphasis on Frei!
>Mein herz schreit, STIRB FREI!!
>YEET YEET!!
>YEET YEET!!

No.12157

>>12155
Yeah right? Kinda romantic. :3

No.12221

>>12148
Hell if I could afford a lawyer who talks like Putin I would be a walking lawsuit!!
https://youtu.be/dWt-JU3hVXA

No.12268

I kinda thought it was too good to be true... we're back to brainlet and apathic nurses again
The one who came this evening still thought I was still on benzos, after telling her that it's been months since we stopped them (benzos have been linked to suicides) and signing her stupid docs she didn't even say goodbye to me.
For people who are so pro-life they aren't giving me many reasons to want to continue living, I think we should call people who identify as pro-life as pro suffering because that's what they are.
They regurgitate hopium fueled platitudes to people unsatisfied with their life and when these people try to anhero they make them suffer by punishing them under the divine illusion of so-called treatment. They literally couldn't care less if i was happy or sad, they only care about prolonging my meaningless existence for no reason whatsoever.
They would be the first to object if people like me started forcing females to get abortions, but this is the moral equivalent of forcing others to live when they don't want to.
We have birth control but no death control and ironically it's always someone else's control!

No.12277

>>12268
That sucks⁹⁰⁰¹, but thank you for the update.

No.12468

>>12277
Bad news: my router is starting to die, and without access to my bank account acquiring a replacement will be very hard, since I am saving for a terabyte disk that's what artificial austerity does to you! just to get a new server took about 4 or 5 months, the slavemaster really doesn't give two shits about my well-being economic or otherwise.

No.12470

>>12468
>and without access to my bank account acquiring a replacement will be very hard, since I am saving for a terabyte disk
Call that guy on monday morning. Access to ze interwebz is crucial.

No.12473

>>12470
Asshole won't even listen to me, even thinks its okay to call me stupid for trying to reclaim my liberty through paypal.
No one listens except the stock maids, but that is enough since I have them to thank for helping convincing dr. freudypants that benzos were a terrible idea!
I am also dreading next week where there will be this drumhead style meeting to mark the anniversary of my physical emancipation. Fortunately I have someone who can play devils advocate for me, in case my words are to fall on deaf ears, as has been the case so many times before! Not necessarily a lawyer per say, but someone who knows their legal shit and is more than willing to represent the devil pro-bono.
I hope that i can convince them that treatments proposed by the stock maids have been more beneficial such providing me with my cat who actually came to my dungeon before the server arrived despite having requested the server months before being offered the onekochan. Also my personal copium helps a lot, programming, meditation, masturbation and image-boards washed down with a healthy dose of George Carlin.

No.12593

>>12470
Managed to find a replacement router hiding in the dungeon. It would fizzle out even at moderate traffic, I also rebooted my server to YEET necessary bloated browser ram and my compiler zorches like a tachyon again after boot up.
I sometimes wish I could YEET unwanted ram from my head, or YEET myself for that matter
Still dreading the inquisition next week, if my luck gets any worse they'll probably be in my dungeon on Monday. Stoicism is the key to freedom or at least the means of flying under the radar.

Will keep you posted on what happens tomorrow. Sometimes I can understand how Satou feels when things go horribly wrong for him! Anyway thanks for all your support, you've helped me more with your understanding than those psychiatry quacks ever could!

No.12612

>>12593
> at least the means of flying under the radar.
Anon thinks that this is a good plan.

It is so damn important to communicate that shit with someone. I feel honored that you opened up and hopefully could get at least some things off your chest.

So monday it might be? Good luck anon, I'll be thinking of you.

No.12659

>Will keep you posted on what happens tomorrow.
Good morning anon, any nurses yet? One of mine (actually social workers over here) will be here in about an hour.

No.12662

Oh boy i wanna know how anons day was sooo bad!

No.12665

>>12659
>>12662

Really hope anon is alright. :3

No.12668

>>12659
>>12662
>>12665

A-anon..?

No.12669

>>12612
>>12659
>>12662
>>12665
>>12668
take a chill pill my dear friend, and wait for thy promised anon

No.12670

>>12669
B-but the world is dangerous! ;_;

No.12685

>>12662
>>12665
>>12668
Sorry for the long delay; I have received word from the Social Worker that is a sign for hope at least where the nurses are concerned. after a weekend of FUD, router failure and therapeutic distraxion involving caffeinated programming runs and philosophically funny George Carlin sketches, I had a few email correspondences today and I hope managed to convince her of the nurses incompetence and the medically unethical acts of the head nurse that was the straw that broke the camels back. Thanks to one of the people who are actively fighting for my freedom under the radar, I invoked my right to change a service provider and I think my one time correct use of latin helped too!
>Primum non nocere
I still have no idea about the fiscal fascist but I hope to convince her during the meeting about how my projects suffered last year because of it,
>The intranet languished last year as we have let all sorts of other projects languish due to this economic intervention, what kind of future do you expect for me, if we leave me disadvantaged, economically stagnant, unable to cope with society, resentful for the injustice served up to me, this is stupid!
>R U A SOCIALIST?!?!
>I'm not sure what a socialist is, but I believe that those involved have a responsibility to listen and care for my needs, I'm not talking about paternalism, I'm talking about giving me a sense of agency, there are plenty of people capable of doing that, they choose not to! They choose to ignore the elephant in the room, out of all the people involved only 3 have had an actual benefit for me, how have they been beneficial, they just spend more time listening to me. they care more about my problems then the rest of the people Involved, I think it's a disgrace!
See If you can spot the reference, Anon!

No.12703

>>12685
> I had a few email correspondences today and I hope managed to convince her of the nurses incompetence and the medically unethical acts of the head nurse that was the straw that broke the camels back.
Good luck, that would be nice!

>I invoked my right to change a service provider
Anon thinks that this is the key to get at least some freedom back. New people, new luck... anon still hopes that you get rid of all of that bs.

Have a nice day! Anon takes a nap now. :3

No.13386

>>12685
Hey friend how are you? Any news? *hugs*

No.13491

>>13386
Thanks for the hug, anon, I'm not sure but I believe they are searching, however they insist that the head nurse be present at the meeting until they find a replacement, they claim that the meeting will be neutral and objective, but my past experiences with certain members were anything but objective or neutral, I insisted that my decision regarding the nurses was final and suggested that they also try searching for an independent nurse which would have the advantage of being capable to familiarize herself with the dos and don'ts of hikki-gaijin relations. However they are concerned that the shrink and I don't see eye to eye, but they fail to realize that things have got better in spite of the shrinks, not because of them, and that often the best help comes from the most unexpected sources.

Psychiatry is a doomed enterprise partly because of the SNAFU principle which was rampant in the concentration camp I was in. The head quack was completely out of touch and prolonged my incarceration and only made me even more isolationist to the point of xenophobia, where even the people who live next door are considered abject gaijins and regarded with distrust and sometimes scorn, even the benign ones are not seen as favorably as they once were. The head nurse has only worsened this and added for a lack of a better term a sexist element to my foreign policy, don't get me wrong, I am not in favor of women at all, however I can tolerate them better than a paternalistic attitude expressed by almost every single male, nurse, shrink and lawyer that has been forced on my ass. basically I hate women, but I really hate fathers. this stems from my upbringing where my mother was a slow acting poison and my father a fast acting poison, fortunately these two cunts are out of my life and don't exist to me anymore.

Fun fact, when bowdlerizing Japanese, I replace a naughty word with ⽗, nothing sums up the extent of my hatred and disdain for paternity more than this. I even replaced the manji on a certain flag with ⽗. My version was much more appropriate for the kind of ideology it represented

The only people unaffected by my xenophobia are NEETs, former Hikikomori but still NEET and Nihonjins

I just hope i can get the right people on board when the meeting arrives. In the optimal case the meeting would just have the social worker, the hikki helpers and their boss, of whom I've heard is a model leader and an example for the rest of the medicalist-legalist cucks on how to lead and succeed and anyone else who isn't a zipperhead.

Apart from that I've been productive, programming provides a sense of agency and acts as a distraction and form of escapism to all the misery and suffering irl. The sad thing is if they don't attack the root of the problem and only attack the symptoms, they will just make things worse by ignoring the elephant in the room and giving me the energy and strength to anhero when the problem becomes unfix-able. Doctors think they know everything because they have a fancy scrap of paper on their wall. apparently the animosity between doctor and patient isn't exclusive to Hikkis, Test pilots are known to hate the flight surgeon more than anyone, since they often ground them at the most inconvenient times for the most minor reasons.
>I trained for the Fra Mauro highlands and this is FLIGHT SURGEON HORSESH⽗T, Deke!

No.13496

>>13491
>Thanks for the hug, anon
Anytime!
> I'm not sure but I believe they are searching, however they insist that the head nurse be present at the meeting until they find a replacement, they claim that the meeting will be neutral and objective, but my past experiences with certain members were anything but objective or neutral
>anon guesses the head nurse has kind of a right to be part of this, it's kinda her judgment day?

>I insisted that my decision regarding the nurses was final and suggested that they also try searching for an independent nurse which would have the advantage of being capable to familiarize herself with the dos and don'ts of hikki-gaijin relations.
I really hope this will happen.

>However they are concerned that the shrink and I don't see eye to eye,
You should try to change this somehow. Video call for example?

>but they fail to realize that things have got better in spite of the shrinks, not because of them, and that often the best help comes from the most unexpected sources.
True, but not sure if it would be good to mention it there.

>Psychiatry is a doomed enterprise partly because of the SNAFU principle which was rampant in the concentration camp I was in. The head quack was completely out of touch and prolonged my incarceration and only made me even more isolationist to the point of xenophobia, where even the people who live next door are considered abject gaijins and regarded with distrust and sometimes scorn, even the benign ones are not seen as favorably as they once were. The head nurse has only worsened this and added for a lack of a better term a sexist element to my foreign policy, don't get me wrong, I am not in favor of women at all, however I can tolerate them better than a paternalistic attitude expressed by almost every single male, nurse, shrink and lawyer that has been forced on my ass. basically I hate women, but I really hate fathers. this stems from my upbringing where my mother was a slow acting poison and my father a fast acting poison, fortunately these two cunts are out of my life and don't exist to me anymore.
I'm sorry anon. But good male nurses exist too. - to be honest, this anon gets along better with female staff too.

>Fun fact, when bowdlerizing Japanese, I replace a naughty word with ⽗, nothing sums up the extent of my hatred and disdain for paternity more than this. I even replaced the manji on a certain flag with ⽗. My version was much more appropriate for the kind of ideology it represented
^__^

>I just hope i can get the right people on board when the meeting arrives. In the optimal case the meeting would just have the social worker, the hikki helpers and their boss, of whom I've heard is a model leader and an example for the rest of the medicalist-legalist cucks on how to lead and succeed and anyone else who isn't a zipperhead.
Good luck anon. Really hoping the best for you.

>Apart from that I've been productive, programming provides a sense of agency and acts as a distraction and form of escapism to all the misery and suffering irl. The sad thing is if they don't attack the root of the problem and only attack the symptoms, they will just make things worse by ignoring the elephant in the room and giving me the energy and strength to anhero when the problem becomes unfix-able. Doctors think they know everything because they have a fancy scrap of paper on their wall. apparently the animosity between doctor and patient isn't exclusive to Hikkis, Test pilots are known to hate the flight surgeon more than anyone, since they often ground them at the most inconvenient times for the most minor reasons.
It's frustrating anon, but maybe they get your case right this time.

No.13497

>>13496
*anon guesses the head nurse has kind of a right to be part of this, it's kinda her judgment day?

No.13508
1200x0.jpg (66.82 KiB, 1200x722) google saucenao

>>13496
I just had a call from the social worker it went mainly well, she heard my points but sadly is still in the lawful neutral alignment Though leaning towards lawfull good She proposed a suggestion that one of the subordinate nurses comes in his place.
>True, but not sure if it would be good to mention it there.
Of course it would be foolish to mention imageboards providing better moral support and understanding than shrinks, But I think she should be aware that the non-medical side has helped me more than the medical side taking aspirin won't get rid of a non-existent headache, but doing something you like will surely take your mind off it
>But good male nurses exist too.
That i do not deny, but I am not prepared to take the risk, sometimes one bad person can sour your experience permanently. Like if your filesystem mungs your data, you never trust that filesystem again, the only exceptions to this rule are FAT and NTFS.
>Good luck anon. Really hoping the best for you.
I also made it clear to her that despite the head nurse and a few other people not being welcome, some people were not only welcome but actively anticipated with enthusiasm, I am willing to express my gratitude to the head of the hikki helpers who last two weeks surprised me with by granting me an extra visit from the hikki helpers because some potato sperged out and canceled his visit at the last moment, and she thought that it would be better for her to swap her tard wrangling time for time with a programmer dying to work with her. It also got me a chance to show off my latest tech like Gary Kildall playing with DR-DOS and GEM with Stewart Cheifet.
>It's frustrating anon, but maybe they get your case right this time.
They're obviously going to find a new shrink for me, hopefully one that listens this time if such a thing exists. I don't want to be on meds again, though I did manage with the help of the hikki helper to convince the stubborn shrink to take me off benzos. Hopefully the hikki helpers can convince the new shrink that I have been better without meds and if I get put back on meds testify that they miss the enthusiasm and warmness of a wisecracking hermit who now is only complaining monotonously about how everything sucks and try to convince furoito-san that meds were part of the problem to begin with. Psych logic 101 lock up NEET for anhero, put NEET on drugs that make him anhero
>>13497
I hope, The social worker said if he misbehaves he will be silenced and sent out the dungeon in disgrace.

The call went mostly well and we both came up with solutions and propositions on how to address the nursing issue, However a good argument will never win against someone who systematically appeals to authority, It's as futile as trying to teach something as simple as natural selection to a creationist who stuffs his fingers in his ears and goes lalalalalalala.

No.13514

>>13508
>Psych logic 101 lock up NEET for anhero, put NEET on drugs that make him anhero
Meds kept this anon from anheroing. - But yeah, the system isnt made for hikkis. and anon takes some of those drugs for fun tbh. They didn't help long term for what they should do, but benzos give a certain relieve.

No.13517

>>13508
Slightly drunk reading your posting and feeling good about the progress you're having, anon. Anon had to switch shrinks 3 times until he met his shrink-waifu. When will that appointment take place, anon? Do you have enough time to get ready for it?

No.13518

>>13517
Stop drinking every day.

No.13519

>>13518
I'll do my best.

No.13526

>>13518
Popped some pills too, mom.

No.13527

>>13526
Poor anon, abusing drugs to cope with his miserable empty life. You can be better than this.

No.13528

>>13527
I'm comfy but thank you. That world is way too noisy to receive it unfiltered.

No.13547

>>13514
>>13526
I agree that if you live in a free country you have the right to put whatever you want into your own body and no one else has the right to force you or deprive you. If Xanax gets you high go for it, benzos just made me violent and self destructive. I personally like caffeine, but If I was forced to drink cafeine by a tyranical state I would abstain from Coffee, Tea Energy Drinks and even chocolate on moral grounds. If these gaijin shrinks had read Saito they would have probably realized they had committed a grave malpractice and resigned out of embarrassment but then again some shrinks directly responsible for the wrongful deaths of their patients are still practicing without even a dent to their consciences.
>>13527
I med my emptiness with programming, anime and vidya. but if it was legal I would probably try a little MDMA to boost my 48h hacking runs. and probably a little acid when I lack creative inspiration, Neuroleptics are zombie drugs that don't just attack your brain but your peripheral nervous system, One argument I could give is that if they are so insistent on prolonging my life they should drop the neuroleptics because they could kill me faster by causing a cardiac arrest or organ failure or in the worst case scenario diabetes and hire animegao cosplayers who would visit the dungeon every day from 7:00-17:00 play vidya and binge watch anime they would also be walking talking dakimakuras this would give me a sense of belonging which is most needed since I already have agency in my GNU boxen and a sense of purpose when I get to show off my tech and act like Arthur Weasley fascinated at how muggles get on so well without magic Hackers apply the term muggle to users who can't program but who are interested in technology for playful and creative reasons rather than normie/wagie motives for example a guy who creates masterpieces in the GIMP or Blender but with absolutely no knowledge of their powerfull scripting apis would be a muggle compared to a hacker who scripts the boring stuff in these programs
>>13517
Probably in the weeks to come, however I don't have high hopes that I will find a shrink on the same level as tamaki saito, there are some things that only exist in Japan or Anime. The hikki helpers are probably the closest thing I will ever get to a rental sister. What they fail to realize is that shrinks cannot help me because there is an unequal power balance and one of my fundamental values are equality and freedom. But really these people with very few exceptions are not trying to preserve my life for me, otherwise they would be fighting for my freedom and thinking outside the box with a bigweld style "see a need fill a need" inventiveness that I and the hikki helpers have, one came to the exact conclusion I was about to suggest for a problem, clearly the people in power are only doing it for selfish reasons because they want to save their own asses from our countries broken legal system that is so moldy it needs to be held up with scaffolding so it doesn't collapse. I told the social worker the sheer irony of the situation that there is no safer location for me to be in than my dungeon, and although I did not say this, the threat of re-incarceration is the most potent form of rope-fuel, when the nurse threatened to call the pigs and throw me back into their nieuwe-breendonk without trial, I seriously considered self-deletus if I failed to clean up my dungeon in time and the effects persisted in the form of nightmares. People who never listened to me often learned of their mistake the hard way, I hope that the success of the hikki helpers will serve as a role model and inspiration on how to conduct future aid and relations with hikkis and hope for the future and my irreconcilable animosity that lead to my complete divorce from my parents as a reminder of what happens when people refuse to adapt a stark warning of an undesirable fate for everyone concerned.

>We're out here to explore, to make contact with other life forms, to establish peaceful relations but not to interfere. And absolutely not to destroy. And yet look at what we have just done.

No.13551

>>13547
*People who never listened to me often learned of their mistake the hard way,
I hope that the success of the hikki helpers will serve as a role model and inspiration on how to conduct future aid and relations with myself and other hikkis and serve as a hope for the future while my irreconcilable animosity that lead to my complete divorce from my parents will serve as a reminder of what happens to people when they refuse to adapt and as a stark warning of the potential of an undesirable fate for everyone concerned.
>I really borked up my philosophical climax I need to sleep.

No.13654

hiki neet sui sh

https://discord.gg/SswU6yjr3t


чума, i miss you.

No.13695

>>13551
>I really borked up my philosophical climax I need to sleep.
Nighty night, anon! This anon didn't leave the bed today. :3

No.13708

>>13695
Me neither the only time I get out of it is to cook ramen, fetch a coffee or go to the WC.
I had this weird dream I was in a coffee shop and tried to order a 5 liter bottle of coffee but the coffee shop had a weird policy of only serving maximum 2 cups per client, to which I barked "IT'S CAFFEINE NOT ETHANOL!!!" 4 max would probably been more reasonable but the best coffee comes from "Where we shall never deny a guest even the most ridiculous request"

No.13712

>>13708
Anon would inhabit a capsule hotel anytime! Much less cleaning needed.

No.13732

>>13712
What about a space capsule hotel anon?

No.13735

>>13732
That would be peak awesomeness!

No.14105

Another update for you guys, just had the most incompetent nurse to come yet not to be racist or anything but she fits the lazy incompetent ni🅱️🅱️a stereotype she had no idea where the documents were she took forever to find them, by then I had already gone upstairs and sat down then she insisted that I open the door to give me "meds" and I had to explain her in simple french that the benzos had been removed since the start of the year, she still persisted and asked me what she was supposed to give me, and after that said she would inform her boss (the bastard who threatened me with torture if I didn't clean up the kitchen), she is probably a greenhorn who has never met me before (or a hikki for that matter)

>The Hikikomori will never tolerate carelessness, incapacity, and neglect.

On the bright side I spoke to one of the hikki helpers yesterday about my situation and she is willing to stick up for me and try to prove to the deluded shrinks were wrong on so many grounds.

No.14112

>>14105
>forever to find them, by then I had already gone upstairs and sat down then she insisted that I open the door to give me "meds" and I had to explain her in simple french that the benzos had been removed since the start of the year,
Oh wow.
>she still persisted and asked me what she was supposed to give me, and after that said she would inform her boss
Yeah, why not, sounds like a go...
(the bastard who threatened me with torture if I didn't clean up the kitchen),
WTF anon?!

>she is probably a greenhorn who has never met me before (or a hikki for that matter)
Maybe...
>The Hikikomori will never tolerate carelessness, incapacity, and neglect.

On the bright side I spoke to one of the hikki helpers yesterday about my situation and she is willing to stick up for me and try to prove to the deluded shrinks were wrong on so many grounds.
A spark of hope! May the force be with you, anon! <3

No.14113

>>14112
*A spark of hope! May the force be with you, anon! <3

No.14116

>>14105
>her boss (the bastard who threatened me with torture if I didn't clean up the kitchen)

WTF?! I'm shocked, anon what happened?

No.14123

>>14116
This happened.
>>11723

No.14124

>>14123
I believe that. Sorry you had to experience that shit. Did you go to the police?

No.14125

>>14124
Also: what kind of mental facility did they kidnap to?

No.14131

>>14124
The police won't listen, they wouldn't even investigate someone who sends a death threat. The justice system in Belgium is as rotten as the palais de justice itself, it can't even stand up on it's own.
Pic for reference. take away that scaffolding and it'll collapse like a jenga tower!
https://www.lesoir.be/sites/default/files/dpistyles_v2/ena_16_9_extra_big/2018/06/01/node_160025/21533424/public/2018/06/01/B9715891728Z.1_20180601090815_000+GG7BDEFVN.1-0.jpg?itok=zdBskmHP1527840174

>>14125
A coercive hell hole that is dated and flawed in it's method.It succeeded in forcing benzos on a very confident chad who probably even slayed while in the joint. They thought he had anxiety issues, total bullshit if you ask me. I could barely pluck up the courage to leave my cell to get a coffee (shit-tier nescafé decaf that was more earwax than coffee) let alone speak to a foid. That chad went completely off the rails after that, he could barely control his inhibitions one of his favorite hobbies was calling me jesus because of my neckbeard and hacker hair and asking me to save him, I thought it was pretty ironic tbh that a chad who probably lost his virginity at 16 would ask a fat autistic incel for salvation. He did apologize saying he couldn't really help it, I actually kind of felt sorry for the poor fucker, and disgusted at the level of power given to the ones in charge for them to just go on a power trip and abuse it. Not even normalfags are safe from the monster that is draconian and dogmatic psychiatry and thanks to the APA it has become America's first state-mandated religion.

Even the WHO is against forced psychiatry, how do they expect anyone to get better, especially depressed and suicidal people, if you fill them up with traumatic memories, and deny them a sense of agency along with their personal freedoms and liberties and commit social murder on them so they have little to no sense of belonging.
https://www.who.int/news/item/10-06-2021-new-who-guidance-seeks-to-put-an-end-to-human-rights-violations-in-mental-health-care

Hence I warn anyone and everyone who sees this, no matter what they say, you cannot talk openly about suicide unless universal unconditional voluntary euthanasia is not only legalized but recognized as a fundamental human right by your country, the hotlines are nothing more than a trap to get you arrested and locked up without a fair trial. If you seriously are planning to an hero, do not tell anyone, hide all warning signs and make sure you are alone when it you do it and that you use two lethal methods so that if one fails the other will kill you.

Ironically it was a lot better when it was illegal and the guillotine was still used as its punishment!
If you succeeded in committing self-deletus your abusive family would be punished in your place back then it was fair and a win-win scenario.

At least in Japan they have the honor to treat your memory with more respect and dignity after it happens, and trying to interfere with seppuku is a most dishonorable act since you would be trying to deprive the hero of regaining his honor.
We need more samurai in this country as of 2015 we have about 6,232 but that is dwarfed by the number of kusojins 80,579

No.14132

>>14131
Too tired and dizzy right now to give a proper reply. Sorry anon, I've read it all and promise to post a better reply for you tomorrow. Good night anon

No.14139

>>14132
I kind of gathered you've been treating your self to a bit too much of your favorite liquor, I don't blame you, I'll probably hit my third Red Bull tonight.
By the way, what's your favorite drink?

If you're into blonde Flemish ales, I can suggest Duvel.
https://www.duvel.com
Ironically the brewmaster's HQ is in the village of Breendonk!

If I wanted a grow a beer belly to go with my neckbeard and wizard hair, I would probably drink this: https://i1.wp.com/beerstreetjournal.com/wp-content/uploads/Surly-Misanthrope.jpg?fit=1478%2C824&ssl=1

A Belgian who drinks a beer brewed by amerimutts is like a Bavarian who unironically enjoys Pißwasser.

No.14143

>>14139
>By the way, what's your favorite drink?
Vodka + Redbull. But since I'm poor I'll most likely go for cheap export beer. Anon has now "partied/passed out" enough for some time. Now it's healthy living for some weeks to give anons body a break. Those healthy phases got more important with age, so tomorrow anon will cook a nice chicken soup with a lot of veggies in it. Thanks for caring, anon. That was heartwarming tbh. It's that old all or nothing look that I'm used to since over a decade now...

Pic related was the last healthy days soup. :3

No.14145

>>14143
And the one before. Raddish-potato creme soup with sweet potatos 1/4 sweet potatoes and 3/4 normal potatoes. You usually now fry the meet, but anon keeps it veggie and handfull of petersilie and optional 2 jalapeños. Good amount of carlic and a little sugar....One jalapeño woukd have done the job too.

No.14146

>>14145
We're talking this kind od raddish. Dont fear it, if you cool it it has a decent taste almost like kooked kohlrabi.

No.14147

>>14146
> cool
Cook it is.

No.14149

>>14147
Next meal will be rice with steamed veggies and improvised teriyaki sauce... what an adventure! But first anon has to fight the evil hordes of dirty dishes first! An epic battle between life and death will unfold and anons only chance to maintain a healthy life is the total anijilation of pracrastination. Somebody relate here? You cook and treat yourself good but procrastinate doing the diches for a few weeks, living off of Ramen and deepfrozen pizza until a certain point is reached and begins again... same with laundry/vacuuming etc... in between i sometimes feel the need to defrag my brain, so i meditate, kneeling in front of a picture showing the virgin mary.

I get all atheists and antitheists, but i just don't know about god just like them, but i know that i want to follw Jesus as good as i can. Everyone should just believe in what he thinks is right for her/him. Well for this anon it's praying a rosary, feeling loved and better afterwards.

No.14150

>>14149
PS: longer teply in coming tomorrow. You're not forgotten , friend.

No.14170

>>14149
>Somebody relate here?
I know exactly what you are talking about, the instant gratifiacation monkey is a pest, even my passion for programming isn't immune.
>Everyone should just believe in what he thinks is right for her/him.
Based. I'm an atheist but with with Buddhist values, especially ashima, open-mindedness, asceticism, compassion for other life forms, and vegetarianism, and my own Hikki bushido. I say nobody but a Hikki himself can take his honor away from him. I practice mindfulness which I highly recommend, you can use the same techniques to really enjoy your soup I also use it to enhance my non-verbal blasphemy iykwim ;). I don't think very highly of people who think they can go around telling others how to live their lives, hence this where part of my hatred for psychiatry stems from, however I see no reason to abolish it entirely, I just think we should warn people against it, like we do with homeopathy and chiropractic BS, and health insurance or public health services should not cover it. I think that all drugs should be legal, even the ones like risperidone or olanzapine that destroy your nervous system to the point that you get a heart attack at 50 because your cardiac nerves are siezed up. Most thinking people wouldn't want to take them anyway! I also believe that prescriptions should be abolished since they do nothing to stop substance abuse and only hinder people who actually need it. anyone should be able to go to the pharmacy and pick up his diabetic friends insulin shots unhindered.
>Pantheism is sexed up atheism
>Buddhism is sexed up agnosticism
>Deism is watered-down theism
>>14143
>Now it's healthy living for some weeks to give anons body a break.
I've prepared a list for my hikki helpers I'm going to experiment with short grain white rice, nori (or gim if they don't sell nori) cheese strings and/or grated cheese probably gouda or emmental, I could also chop up my favorite local cheese: Passendale and spinach, probably with a touch of tomato sauce.
I'll either roll it up into a sushi/kimbap style roll or grate the cheese into onigiri
Anyway a japanese or korean would be hesitant to try my kikisage-budget cuisine.
>Takeshi-san takes a bite out of an autistic neckbeard hikikomori-made greasy riceball and gags.
>それはチーズでした!
If I wanted to get radical I could put something-else very Belgian in with the cheese and sauce and spinach, but it'll most certainly destroy the point of healthy rice rolls.
This pic would probably be the reaction of any nihonjin upon seeing the contents of my bento.
https://s1.narvii.com/image/gb6fwkryemrmi5obz5ilnq7uobbymhlj_hq.jpg
It's kind of annoying avatarposting and illustrating your post at the same time shame they can't embed the external images like they do with most videos.
Also I found this and thought of you, anon.
https://i.pinimg.com/originals/08/b5/d9/08b5d96f33d33b46690ff7d75d2c7987.jpg
I'm sure that if emperor Constantine had discovered the Greek Buddhists in Afghanistan first, we would probably know a lot more about ancient history of pagan beliefs and because the deities would not have been demonized as had been in our timeline (many demons in Abrahamic monotheism were based on polytheistic Canaanite gods e.g. Ba'al became Beelzebub, however pazuzu the pervert was always a demon, but not always malevolent, he was often invoked against nastier demons!)
The Groovy Greeks imagined their hero Heracles as an avatar sent to protect the Buddha, in fact a shinto deity may have had his cultural origins in greece.
https://tricycle.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/hercules_buddha1.jpg
Herge who once worked for a cuckservative newspaper with fascist sympathies, got a different perspective once he met Zhang Chong-ren, a Chinese sculptor studying in Brussels and he encouraged Herge to do research on Chinese culture while writing the blue lotus so that it would not be biased by ignorant right-wing stereotypes, as happened with his first two works which served as essentially anti-bolshevik circlejerk propaganda and Leopold II style colonialism, even that naggers dot net site that gets shilled here isn't as ignorantly racist as Tintin in the Congo was. at least the /pol/tards behind naggers try to back their arguments up with some form of source. Herge and M. Zhang became good friends and he would continue this philosophy of researching the subject in question for every comic book after the blue lotus, and when he remastered the comics that came before, he would tone down the racism and other inaccuracies (e.g. the lesson in the congolese school was changed from regurgitating cringeworthy Belgian patriotism to a maths class)
The two were eventually reunited after a long time and both had reflected on how they changed each other's lives, Herge stated publicly that buddhist values helped him become a better writer.
https://www.fabulantes.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Herge-Chang-hug.jpg
Tintin in Tibet was made as an allegory for being reunited with his old friend is probably one of his greatest works. Even the Yeti was a lovable dim gentle giant and not the abominable snowman that everyone thought him to be (even the monks were unaware of the Ice Ape's true nature).
I've been rambling on for too long it seems. I should probably heat up some ramen and hit the sack.

This probably belongs in the meditation thread but would you consider hyperfocusing on programming a form of meditation, and when I say hyperfocus, I mean that a priority interrupt is often required for me to take my eyes off the screen, and no, a fire alarm or air-raid siren does not count as a priority interrupt. Something like an Animegao Kirigumi Bishoujo offering her oppai to me would be required to send a SIGSTOP to my hacking run.

No.14253

>>14170
>I also use it to enhance my non-verbal blasphemy iykwim ;).
Anon is a dirty old man

>I don't think very highly of people who think they can go around telling others how to live their lives,

Nobody between equal humans has even the right to do that, mankind/Terrans would be colonizing the Galaxy if it would use their so smart brains to actually use them to help each other, instead of doing what they do. Our selfishness is the problem that keeps us monkey tier.

>hence this where part of my hatred for psychiatry stems from, however I see no reason to abolish it entirely, I just think we should warn people against it, like we do with homeopathy and chiropractic BS, and health insurance or public health services should not cover it. I think that all drugs should be legal, even the ones like risperidone or olanzapine that destroy your nervous system to the point that you get a heart attack at 50 because your cardiac nerves are siezed up. Most thinking people wouldn't want to take them anyway! I also believe that prescriptions should be abolished since they do nothing to stop substance abuse and only hinder people who actually need it. anyone should be able to go to the pharmacy and pick up his diabetic friends insulin shots unhindered
Utopia.

No.14255

>>14253
Anon doesn't remember what posting he promised so I answered the last one and will try to write a reply to the correct posting.

"Tim und Struppi" sind großartig. *

No.14277

>Français
Tintin et Milou
>Nederlands
Kuifje en Bobbie
>Deutsch
Tim und Struppi
>English
Tintin and Snowy

Also there's an unflattering edgy Walloon joke about the Belgian space programme:
What did the Russians send first into space
>A dog!
What did the Americans send first into space
>A chimp!
What did we send first into space
>A man from Flanders!

>14253
>Nobody between equal humans has even the right to do that, mankind/Terrans would be colonizing the Galaxy if it would use their so smart brains to actually use them to help each other, instead of doing what they do. Our selfishness is the problem that keeps us monkey tier.
https://youtu.be/bosc2YQQZFM

No.14295

>>14277
Actually a high pitched autistic laughter left my mouth for the Flanders joke.

No.14570

>>14277
Hey there, kosmonaut! - what's your status?

No.14576

>>14570
>nurses
Meeting still postponed until i can get the right hikki helper on board, (they won't listen to me but might listen to her, and if they don't listen to her she knows a former hikki helper who can testify by phone) I only hope the bureaucrats recognize the importance of her presence enough to send her (so far that has not been te case.) I have written down some points on how future aid could be pragmatically optimized since this is also the purpose of the meeting.

>nurses
incompetent as usual with a rare exception now and then, but one went full retard and left the front door open. my new hikki helper was shocked and appalled at their carelessness. I told her this was not the first time this had happened.

Part of the reasons the hikki helpers have been so effective (apart from having good leadership) is that they keep their team small and focused. the nurses on the other-hand are like an army of WW2 fighter pilots with only 10 hours of training and an old ignorant asshole of a general who doesn't care who he sends to the front-lines as long as it's not himself!

>everyone willing to care for a hikikomori knows when she joins the force that there are certain inherent protocols that come with the territory, ask any renal sister she'll tell you "If you can't stand the heat you better stay out of the kitchen!"

No.14577

>>14576
>meeting
Meeting still postponed until i can get the right hikki helper on board, (they won't listen to me but might listen to her, and if they don't listen to her she knows a former hikki helper who can testify by phone) I only hope the bureaucrats recognize the importance of her presence enough to send her (so far that has not been te case.) I have written down some points on how future aid could be pragmatically optimized since this is also the purpose of the meeting.
*brain fart*

No.14600

Anon just took 900mg pregabalin, 4mg xanax and downed it with a few cans of beer. Gonna be a relaxed Sunday here.


For my hikki friend all the best with the hikki helpers, the court and everything. Anon is at your side in this battle for freedom. If there's some legal stuff, I'd even learn aboit that Belgian abomination. Just ask.

No.15974

Good news for a change, the meeting went well, the hikki helpers are willing to replace all the defective medics with ones we mutually trust, now all that remains is the asshat lawyer, fortunately one of the hikki helpers knows her legalese so she will hopefully be able to guide me through the process of regaining my finances. I also impressed them by my programming skills, since i essentially replaced the pill popping part of the nurses job with a computerized system that reminds me to take my pills and has a log which is sent automatically to the hikki helpers, they were quite surprised when they got a spreadsheet mailed to them every week, but they understood. I also did a bit of Buddhist shilling of mindfulness which was very useful in preparation for the big day, fortunately it was just the social workers and the hikki helpers so the meeting couldn't have gone better than I had hoped.

No.15983

>>15974
>the meeting couldn't have gone better than I had hoped.
Congratulations, anon! And thank you for that update, really brightened up my mood. ^__^

No.15988

That was the easy task tbh, the lawyers are the next hurdle, they have severely held not only me back but the hikki helpers too, I needed to save up for 2 weeks before being able to buy a terabyte disk surviving on what i call a "hikisage" diet rice crispies and ketchup and mayo, I'm probably worse than my snail eating neighbors to the south when it comes to "aquired tastes" most italians have called me a barbarian after discovering what i like to mix in with my pasta, though i'm sure even they would like my hikki pizzas, if they don't mind dutch gouda instead of their native mozzarella (gouda sheets enables the gnocchi to cook more efficiently), if all goes well i might celebrate with chizu onigiri and something that looks like kimbap or sushi but instead of crab or fish there is something yellow creamy and stringy that would cause citizens of both nations to turn their noses up and try to distance themselves from on culinary basis I bet the Japanese would rather refer to it as cheesy kimbap and the Koreans would call it cheesy sushi since they haven't entirely forgiven one and other for what happened in their long pasts, seems there are more pan-europeans than pan-east-asians, (i consider myself to be a pan-eurasian and am fascinated with Indoeuropean languages some words in Russian had their origins in sanskrit, and hercules may have inspired a shinto demigod, because buddhism was popular among stoics in the eastern extent of alexander's macedonian empire)
If I didn't have that lawyer toying with my life I'm sure I would have been able to be much more productive and would have dedicated rigs for compiling and rendering and other stuff, I could have turned my room into a sort of meditation chamber with multicolored lights, I could have created a sort of NEET nest filled with duvets and dakimakuras from which i would erupt each night like a zombie. a whole year was wasted needlessly because of a broken and inept medical-legal system, and to make things worse due to psychiatry's intimate relationship with mainstream medicine I don't think I can ever fully trust a doctor ever again. psychiatry is destroying itself, I don't care if it dies, I certainly won't miss it, however it could severely tarnish or cripple the reputation of mainstream medicine.

Even if I was in japan I would never refer to a doctor as "sensei" and if I did use an honorific at all you can be sure it would be "kun" if a merchant was present, the doctor would be put in his place even further when I say words like "arigatou" and end the merchants name with san. I would even bark at the doctor every time he didn't refer to a small child as "senpai" I would take great pleasure humiliating the doctor in front of other people with my cold and bitter sarcasm.

>Well well well, medi-kun diplomas aren't everything, it seems, maybe you should read the fine print on the medication notice before irresponsibly prescribing drugs like an insufferable know-it-all, if you are so desperate to prevent your patients from becoming dangerous, perhaps you should ask for their informed consent before giving them three different pills that each make people want to kill themselves. If you ever did something smart for once in the entire history of your practice, and took a spoonful of your own medicine we hopefully would have one less incompetent quack running free with a medical license, Shrinks are 3 times more likely to succeed in committing suicide than their patients, you know, and you would never see the end of my satisfaction when that figure rises to 4, if you are still alive to see it happen at all, Freud-kun.

I imagined a neofeudalist society emerging in japan ruled by NEETs and Hikki crypto-bilionnaires the heirachy would be pretty muh the same except the NEET army no longer being a LARP and taking the place of samurais and merchants would not be the lowest shit tier class, freeter scum would still be more respected than merchants (probably the highest rank of the wagies). Merchants are hated because they make their money off the creations and hobbies of others, Doctors would be detested and treated like vermin because they make their money off of the suffering of others. Practice of psychiatry or any shilling of it would be a punishable offense that would turn a doctor into a begger in a night, if the judge didn't sentence him to death first.

Though I understand that psychiatry may have helped certain people, it's authoritarian nature is incompatible with the scientific method especially when they ignore the words of experts like Saito who acknowledge humbly that psychiatry is unequipped for dealing with hikikomori and coercion and force will have as much effect as a skinny twink trying to force a 600 lb rikishi out of the ring, only through the advice and friendship and possibly an oppai or two to the face can a hikki be helped, if at all, but once a shrink has been allowed to traumatize him, it's all over...

It's said that the longer a hikki stays inside the chances he will ever go out become more and more improbable.

Thanks to psychiatry and the traumatic experience of it's camps, they may well have guaranteed that my bedroom may well become my tomb...

Even a rental sister who took a flight direct from japan would have trouble getting me to sit outside even in the garden.

Speaking hypothetically, since I know getting a GF even if the hikki helpers dragged in a woman they bribed from japan is impossible, she would probably have to transport me in an iron hermetically sealed box, with lithium hydroxide to prevent my own carbon-dioxide from poisoning me.

Ironically before psychiatry abducted me I could be considered whitepilled on my hikki lifestyle sort of like NEET pride, but when the shrinks stole me from my homeland and locked me up, this evolved into a bitter xenophobia where even my neighbors are regarded as foreign and strange, and any talk about the outside world is immediately silenced. someone brings a newspaper along, you can be sure I would soon as burn it in the fireplace which burns blood red from all the strontium salts I throw in!

Some people I know secretly want me to leave my dungeon but I pity these deluded optimists tragically because thanks to their inaction in regards to my psychiatric incarceration, the idea that I will even so put a foot into even the common hall outside my apartment is now an impossible fantasy. I can't see how anyone could be more bluepilled than that, at least the hikki helpers are redpilled and know it's no use trying to get me to leave, some are even blackpilled in regards to psychiatry and it's detrimental effects and I hope will do everything they can to shield any kids they would have from it.

Personally I think psychiatry should be managed the same way sex is regarded under the law, only legal between consenting adults. There should also be warnings against it like warnings against homeopathy and other voodoo medicines.

A shrinks testimony should have as much worth as a polygraph test in court, I'm sure many despicable criminals would act like a fruitcake just to suffer the punishment i suffered for something that technically isn't a crime, that is why no amount of cajolery, and no attempts at ethical or social seduction, can eradicate from my heart a deep burning hatred for psychiatry. So far as I am concerned shrinks are lower than vermin.

Fortunately we have found something effective, however due to the tendency of the "mental health" racket's preference to be right rather than effective, we will sadly see the suicide rates continue to rise or stagnate until we outlaw compulsory psychiatry, abolish the insanity defense, and legalize unconditional euthanasia for all citizens, you should not need to justify your suffering to obtain the privilege of a peaceful death. I seriously doubt I will see this happen in my lifetime, cope or rope, democracy is dying here, it's so bad you're forced to vote but ironically the rotting and feeble justice system on life support hasn't had the time or money to prosecute any abstainers since at least 2003, the Flemish are starting to see reason and have abolished compulsory vote on a regional level, but even with compulsory vote on a federal level, people in Flanders should have nothing to fear if they sleep in on Sunday when the country has to pick from the list of incompetent gits we can stand to suffer the least in the senate and parliament, before we have the chance to vote them out again.

Meditating really helped me prepare by getting my anger under control during the meeting, fortunately there was little reason to get angry since the hikki helper sensei was there and the social worker was very understanding about how the shrinks did not help me and that the hikki helpers would be sure to assure my future.
I said to the hikki helper sensei that I was so grateful I wanted to hug her even though it would have been most unprofessional, she said kindly I can see your gratitude when your hand is bear hugging mine.

It probably felt like having your hand shaken by Hagrid or Obélix.

The meditation was there if I had to face the lawyer, who had been completely disagreeable not only to me but to a hikki helper who had done a lot for me, she has changed jobs now, but nonetheless i formed a strong bond of friendship with her, and if bureaucrats had less of a say i would probably still be in contact with her, we would probably need doctors without borders a lot less if we focused our efforts on friendship without borders

No.16205

>>15988
Oops, didn't see the thread popping up with a new post. Sorry anon.

>final boss evil lawyer
He's the next who will fall. :3

By the way, anon uses gouda for pizza purposes too. It's delicious! For the rest you mentioned, I had to try it.

Doctors and trusting them... just don't. Even Doctors who might want to help you, most of them won't risk losing any money or getting in trouble for you. But you know that anyway. Hope you find one of the few doctors that aren't assholes.

May the force be with you! Godspeed anon!

No.16209

>>16205
Yeah I think anyone who isn't a normie should have as much reason to distrust a doctor as an average black guy in America has reasons to distrust the pigs.

I read about a black shrink who was shot by a trigger happy cop for trying to protect an autismo looking for his Tonka truck outside, shows how fucked up the authoritarian food chain is!

>White sperg does not need to fear the predator of his predator as much as his own predator.

Essentially when psychiatrists are in bed with doctors and the state, there is no difference between a criminal record and a medical record.

Psychiatry is not only a danger to itself but a danger to medicine in general, as are any doctors who practice any form of quackery.

>Beware the cancer quack, a real oncologist will never promise a cure.

I think I will ask my hikki apustajas to run a background check on any medical person before I allow them anywhere near me. Before I trust a doctor I will only allow pro-bono doctors who have libertarian values and who are skeptics who question every medical practice and inform their clients on the dangers of homeopathy and other forms of quackery, but don't prevent them from taking their placebos if they really want to.

If I had cancer I would rather be redpilled
The cancer blackpill for me would be that it's benign and I will live and my Get Out of Jail Free pill is denied and If I try anything funny freud-kun says do not pass go, do not collect $200

It's like if you are forced to use a free operating system, is it still free software? This is an ironic argument that attacks both proprietary software and "Open-Source" software and reminds uninformed Free Software users of the freedoms that they may have taken for granted.

What did you think of the gnocchi pizza, anon?
It lasts a long time since it fills you up!

One of my lifefuels besides programming is the hope that I will live to see the fall of psychiatry, and medicine uses it's grizzly history of association and endorsement of psychiatry to remind the the world of a cruelty that should never again be repeated.

I think that before the taking Hippocratic oath med-school grads should all take an oath to master Kong and promise to put themselves into the place of the patient, and not project their values and desires onto the patients.

Ironically many normies have a warped conception of empathy, especially when a sperg wears an anorak indoors and all the normies think he's overheating. I remember a sperg who would reply, that's your problem, bro. it's too cold in here for my liking. My idiot father was an expert in this fallacy, especially when it came to what I was wearing. He would waste about a quarter of an hour deciding what clothes went together, and complaining because I liked my belt tight so my trousers wouldn't fall down, ironically he has an autistic obsession for something genuinely mundane, wasting time because you can't decide what to wear can be genuinely considered crippling autism, since it's not a super power that will help you write software or check someone's arithmetic for them, it just wastes time like a fidget spinner.

I think mindfulness could really solve this problem, if you can detach yourself from your thoughts and the emotions they produce, you can then permit to attempt to understand the reasoning behind why the anorak wearing autismo doesn't take off his jacket.

Mindfulness is very useful for situations that make you angry and fighting depression, especially if you apply some metta concepts you can create create a pretty euphoric fantasy of your waifu.

All I need now is for someone to make a free hardware VR helmet or write free Linux modules (should also be ported to BSD systems) for PSVR and a free standard API (like OpenGL) along with that can be easily implemented in free game engines and then I can program my own nirvana where I live on a small island with a few palm trees and a small villa with the words Hikki Haus written on the facade that is part of a okinawa-sized archipelago filled with free AI bots to hang out with in the form of Nep-nep and her friends, Yui and her friends, Lain, all the Dolls in Rozen Maiden, Lucoa, Tohru, Llulu, The Dragon Loli (we need at least one loli so the adults don't have to deal with my constant puerility), The monsters from Monster Musume, Yuuko, Mio and Mai for extra cuteness, Misa-Misa, Miku-Miku, Misaki, and many many more and using the magic of Xephyr and emulators, we can play Mario Kart 64. The next step will to build a holodeck from Star Trek, if Barclay was a radical hikki, I bet he would have stolen Wesley's Picard TTS machine and tricked the computer that Jean Luc ordered that Holodeck 1's door be sealed permanently and with a randomly generated override key like ALPHA EIGHT SEVEN EIGHT ECHO FOXTROT FOXTROT ZERO NINER FIVE FIVE BRAVO FOXTROT ONE TWO THREE ZERO NINER ALPHA SEVEN SEVEN CHARLIE NINER THREE ZERO SIX FIVE FIVE BRAVO SIX ALPHA DELTA NINER ALPHA ECHO SIX ALPHA ALPHA ZERO SIX ZERO THREE ALPHA THREE FOXTROT TWO NINER ONE ONE ZERO SIX NINER ONE FOUR BRAVO ONE FOXTROT EIGHT THREE FOUR SIX CHARLIE DELTA ECHO NINER NINER ECHO CHARLIE THREE FOUR ALPHA FIVE FOUR TWO EIGHT FIVE FOXTROT ZERO ZERO DELTA ALPHA FOXTROT NINER TWO TWO FIVE SIX THREE TWO THREE BRAVO CHARLIE FOUR CHARLIE ZERO EIGHT BRAVO CHARLIE ZERO CHARLIE CHARLIE FIVE EIGHT SIX THREE THREE SIX ONE FIVE ECHO ONE ALPHA ECHO FIVE BRAVO FOUR FOXTROT FIVE ZERO NINER FOUR BRAVO ECHO SEVEN SEVEN FIVE ECHO TWO 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THREE DELTA FIVE DELTA ALPHA FIVE FOXTROT ONE TWO ECHO ONE FOXTROT THREE ECHO SIX ZERO EIGHT SIX EIGHT TWO DELTA EIGHT FOUR EIGHT FOUR SIX NINER ONE NINER ZERO EIGHT DELTA SEVEN ALPHA SIX TWO EIGHT NINER EIGHT FOXTROT ZERO CHARLIE SIX DELTA ZERO ALPHA FOXTROT ALPHA DELTA FOXTROT FOUR FOUR EIGHT BRAVO THREE BRAVO TWO ZERO BRAVO FOXTROT BRAVO SEVEN ZERO ONE EIGHT ECHO THREE ALPHA ALPHA EIGHT FOXTROT ALPHA ECHO ALPHA TWO SIX NINER FIVE DELTA FOXTROT ALPHA NINER FIVE DELTA THREE THREE CHARLIE TWO THREE SIX ECHO SIX FIVE FOUR FOUR CHARLIE TWO FIVE BRAVO DELTA ECHO SIX THREE FOUR FIVE THREE FIVE NINER CHARLIE TWO FOUR FOUR ONE FIVE ALPHA THREE SIX SEVEN CHARLIE SIX ZERO ONE CHARLIE ECHO THREE FOUR ONE THREE DELTA SEVEN SIX FOXTROT DELTA BRAVO ONE FIVE CHARLIE BRAVO ALPHA DELTA ONE DELTA NINER FIVE NINER CHARLIE EIGHT FOUR ZERO ALPHA FOXTROT BRAVO DELTA SEVEN EIGHT TWO THREE FOXTROT TWO DELTA CHARLIE TWO EIGHT BRAVO ZERO SIX EIGHT DELTA TWO SIX EIGHT FOXTROT ZERO ALPHA BRAVO BRAVO TWO ALPHA 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ZERO CHARLIE FIVE BRAVO BRAVO ONE FIVE ECHO BRAVO ALPHA NINER DELTA ALPHA THREE EIGHT FIVE CHARLIE BRAVO DELTA FIVE ONE SEVEN TWO SIX ZERO FIVE ONE SEVEN ALPHA CHARLIE SEVEN ECHO ECHO ZERO NINER FOUR FOXTROT FOXTROT FOUR TWO ZERO EIGHT BRAVO ECHO TWO TWO FOXTROT FOXTROT SEVEN ECHO FOUR ALPHA FOUR SIX DELTA DELTA NINER FOUR ALPHA THREE FOXTROT ECHO TWO SEVEN BRAVO ZERO FOXTROT SIX FIVE FOXTROT FIVE THREE ECHO SIX ALPHA SIX FOXTROT CHARLIE THREE THREE FOXTROT THREE ONE FIVE EIGHT BRAVO FOUR NINER EIGHT ZERO FIVE BRAVO TWO CHARLIE SIX TWO BRAVO ZERO FIVE TWO CHARLIE ECHO NINER ZERO ALPHA DELTA THREE ZERO ONE ONE BRAVO EIGHT THREE TWO SEVEN CHARLIE DELTA SEVEN DELTA TWO CHARLIE EIGHT SEVEN FIVE ECHO DELTA SIX EIGHT FOXTROT EIGHT FOXTROT SIX FOUR ZERO DELTA DELTA TWO CHARLIE FOXTROT SIX ZERO FOXTROT FIVE DELTA ONE ZERO DELTA ONE CHARLIE ECHO DELTA CHARLIE FOUR FIVE THREE NINER FOXTROT TWO FOUR ZERO ONE THREE FIVE ONE ONE FOUR FOUR THREE FOXTROT BRAVO ZERO EIGHT DELTA FIVE BRAVO ALPHA SIX ONE ECHO CHARLIE ONE ZERO FIVE CHARLIE NINER FOXTROT FOXTROT SIX EIGHT ZERO SIX FOUR THREE TWO EIGHT EIGHT ONE DELTA BRAVO THREE BRAVO SIX TWO FIVE ALPHA SIX ECHO SEVEN ALPHA CHARLIE DELTA SEVEN FOXTROT SEVEN TWO FOUR EIGHT SEVEN TWO TWO FOXTROT THREE FIVE CHARLIE SEVEN THREE TWO NINER SIX FIVE DELTA FOXTROT DELTA ALPHA CHARLIE DELTA SIX TWO FOUR FOUR THREE THREE SEVEN FOXTROT CHARLIE TWO TWO ZERO SEVEN DELTA CHARLIE FOXTROT ECHO TWO ONE ECHO TWO ALPHA ALPHA DELTA ONE DELTA NINER FIVE NINER CHARLIE EIGHT FOUR ZERO ALPHA FOXTROT BRAVO DELTA SEVEN EIGHT TWO THREE FOXTROT TWO DELTA CHARLIE TWO EIGHT BRAVO ZERO SIX EIGHT DELTA TWO SIX ONE NINER SIX EIGHT DELTA FIVE FIVE EIGHT BRAVO FOUR ECHO EIGHT DELTA ALPHA FIVE SIX CHARLIE FIVE EIGHT FOUR ZERO BRAVO ECHO ECHO ECHO CHARLIE FOUR DELTA DELTA CHARLIE ALPHA FOUR EIGHT DELTA ONE ALPHA ONE SIX EIGHT FIVE ALPHA THREE SIX CHARLIE ZERO CHARLIE TWO TWO ECHO SIX FOXTROT NINER THREE FOUR EIGHT FIVE BRAVO ALPHA NINER FOUR NINER BRAVO BRAVO EIGHT ZERO 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FOXTROT ONE FIVE THREE BRAVO ONE EIGHT CHARLIE THREE ZERO SIX EIGHT ONE SEVEN ALPHA SEVEN ECHO SEVEN DELTA ZERO SIX ONE SEVEN FIVE TWO ZERO TWO NINER BRAVO ONE CHARLIE ONE ONE ONE ONE EIGHT EIGHT ECHO FOXTROT TWO TWO CHARLIE THREE NINER ONE TWO FOXTROT FOUR SIX ONE ONE BRAVO TWO SIX ECHO EIGHT ZERO FOUR TWO BRAVO SIX FOXTROT NINER ONE ZERO THREE FOXTROT NINER TWO EIGHT ECHO ALPHA DELTA EIGHT DELTA FIVE SIX ONE FIVE THREE EIGHT ALPHA TWO BRAVO ECHO ONE EIGHT SEVEN ALPHA EIGHT ZERO ALPHA ECHO SIX SIX NINER BRAVO FOXTROT FIVE ZERO ECHO SEVEN THREE FOUR BRAVO ECHO BRAVO SEVEN CHARLIE CHARLIE FOXTROT ONE FOXTROT ECHO TWO ZERO DELTA EIGHT SIX FOUR FOXTROT SEVEN DELTA ECHO TWO FIVE ONE CHARLIE FOXTROT NINER THREE FOUR FIVE FOUR DELTA FOXTROT ALPHA FIVE FOUR THREE THREE FIVE FOUR BRAVO NINER ALPHA TWO NINER FIVE ZERO TWO TWO NINER ZERO ZERO FIVE DELTA SIX SEVEN NINER NINER CHARLIE SEVEN CHARLIE BRAVO ZERO FIVE NINER FOUR ECHO THREE FIVE ECHO DELTA FOXTROT NINER ECHO ALPHA CHARLIE FOUR SIX SIX FOXTROT FOXTROT SIX TWO NINER EIGHT TWO DELTA DELTA EIGHT THREE EIGHT THREE SEVEN FIVE FOUR EIGHT NINER ONE FOXTROT NINER ECHO TWO NINER ALPHA FOXTROT FOXTROT ECHO ZERO FIVE ZERO ZERO FOUR CHARLIE FIVE ALPHA THREE FIVE EIGHT FOXTROT ZERO ALPHA THREE ECHO CHARLIE ECHO SIX ECHO ONE BRAVO FOUR TWO FIVE BRAVO ECHO TWO ZERO TWO BRAVO ECHO ZERO DELTA FOUR ZERO FOXTROT SIX SIX BRAVO SEVEN FOUR ONE FOXTROT ECHO THREE DELTA THREE FOXTROT FIVE TWO SIX BRAVO BRAVO FIVE BRAVO CHARLIE ECHO NINER BRAVO BRAVO FOXTROT EIGHT NINER THREE TWO CHARLIE FOXTROT FIVE SEVEN THREE NINER FOXTROT TWO NINER NINER SEVEN BRAVO ECHO FOXTROT ECHO FOXTROT FIVE ZERO ONE ZERO SIX FOUR FOUR THREE BRAVO NINER THREE BRAVO SIX FOUR DELTA FOUR FOUR CHARLIE THREE ECHO ONE TWO TWO NINER ONE SIX FOXTROT EIGHT TWO FIVE SEVEN NINER BRAVO FIVE DELTA CHARLIE TWO EIGHT TWO ECHO SEVEN CHARLIE NINER EIGHT BRAVO ZERO ECHO ALPHA TWO THREE DELTA DELTA TWO FIVE CHARLIE FIVE FOUR ONE FOXTROT NINER FIVE ZERO SIX SEVEN FOUR FIVE FIVE NINER BRAVO SIX FIVE NINER BRAVO ECHO BRAVO ONE THREE DELTA TWO SIX CHARLIE ONE ONE SIX SEVEN ALPHA BRAVO ALPHA THREE ALPHA ALPHA ZERO ECHO FOXTROT BRAVO DELTA NINER ECHO ONE FOXTROT FOUR CHARLIE NINER SIX FOXTROT ZERO FIVE THREE THREE SEVEN DELTA BRAVO EIGHT NINER FOUR FOUR EIGHT FOXTROT SIX ZERO DELTA FIVE SIX THREE ONE ONE TWO FIVE FIVE DELTA ZERO TWO TWO TWO FIVE DELTA THREE THREE BRAVO FIVE NINER ECHO ZERO ECHO SIX DELTA EIGHT ONE DELTA ZERO FOUR CHARLIE THREE FIVE THREE CHARLIE FOUR FOXTROT ONE ALPHA EIGHT SIX THREE ALPHA THREE FIVE SEVEN TWO FIVE BRAVO ALPHA CHARLIE ECHO ZERO FOUR ECHO ONE NINER ALPHA FIVE ZERO SIX FOUR SIX FOUR EIGHT ECHO FOXTROT BRAVO THREE BRAVO EIGHT FIVE EIGHT NINER DELTA TWO FOUR TWO ZERO CHARLIE EIGHT EIGHT SEVEN SIX ALPHA DELTA SIX ZERO NINER SEVEN FOUR FOUR FIVE ECHO FOUR FOUR FIVE SIX EIGHT SIX THREE ECHO ONE DELTA EIGHT TWO FIVE FOXTROT FOUR FOUR ALPHA FOUR ZERO ECHO SEVEN NINER ALPHA THREE TWO ALPHA SEVEN BRAVO ALPHA SEVEN BRAVO BRAVO ZERO FOXTROT ALPHA FOUR SEVEN ONE NINER ECHO TWO BRAVO FOUR ONE SEVEN ALPHA FIVE SIX NINER NINER ZERO NINER DELTA NINER ZERO ONE ECHO FOXTROT BRAVO ZERO ZERO SIX ONE SIX FOXTROT FOUR SIX THREE FOXTROT THREE DELTA ALPHA FOXTROT SEVEN NINER NINER DELTA DELTA FOXTROT THREE DELTA ZERO ALPHA EIGHT TWO TWO DELTA TWO ALPHA SEVEN ZERO SEVEN NINER FIVE FIVE EIGHT THREE DELTA FOUR SEVEN EIGHT FOUR FOXTROT SEVEN ZERO NINER ONE NINER DELTA ZERO ECHO ECHO ALPHA BRAVO CHARLIE ECHO CHARLIE ECHO FOXTROT THREE THREE CHARLIE NINER ONE BRAVO ECHO SIX ZERO DELTA CHARLIE SIX DELTA NINER ONE BRAVO FOUR CHARLIE FIVE ALPHA DELTA NINER TWO EIGHT DELTA SEVEN ECHO. He would then fornicate with his waifu based on Deanna Troi and his Mommy based on Dr Crusher, He would chastise the Wesley bot and punch up bot incarnations of Cmdr Riker, Data and Picard before the crew finds out what has happened gets the Real Data to perform a Brute Force attack and open the door to find that Reg has died because he can't live on holographic tendies. Even with Data's petaherz positronic brain I doubt they would have cracked it in time!

I'll keep you posted on the outcome of the next hurdle.

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>What did you think of the gnocchi pizza, anon?
It lasts a long time since it fills you up!
It sounds tempting, but I'm a fat fuck and currently losing weight on a 800kcal diet. That pizza would last me a week I guess!
Oh boy am I hungry.

Anyway, you're fighting an important fight anon! Ganbatte, Hikki-san!