I really dislike people.
eh, I could take 'em or leave 'em
99% of people are flesh golems with evil programming.
It's best to never engage with anyone that has any golem behaviours - it'd be a complete waste of time and drain on emotions.
It's sad though. I can't help feeling like without other people, there is no context - no meaning - to my world. I hate them; I fear them; Yet I need them.
Why do I yearn to be seen?
Because being seen fills this emptiness inside of me, if only a little bit, and if only temporarily. I don't want to be filled temporarily. I want to be gone with this hole in the world, and feel alive.
Are people really the only way? Will I never fill it alone?
I think... I do want friends. Or a friend.
Because being able to peer into another universe... Nothing else in the world has the same gravity or weight. I really do just talk about the stupidest stuff all the time. But whatever - it isn't me, it's brain-kun who does that.
Is that really the air of a misanthrope?
you gotta have more spirit than that, you wanna keep lacking, letting above your fears?
We're in the same predicament,,you should have known, the price is to great for those who desire death, but are obsessed with the hinges of "life".
there's nothing no where, for nobody, anyhow or when, the abyss is the only conflagration awaiting these corpses.
It's possible to survive with minimal social interaction, but pretty much everyone who's not a sociopath has a "social interaction meter" in addition to a "nutrition", "water", and "exercise" meter that constantly drains over time. You just have to force yourself to hang out with other humans some times or you will go crazy, just like how you have to eat food or you'll die.
>I know that if I go outside, 99% of people will be awful, but I think there are people who aren't as bad.
People are all the same, you have to find people who aren't. It's true love for people who don't fuck.
imageboards make me feel less lonely until they don't. I'm grateful for them overall because they (anons) let me know I'm not alone in this predicament. No matter how many times the world gets me down I can always comeback to them and feel less hateful of the human race.
I feel alienated from society in general but I try to not to be like an unhappy bitter boomer that didn't do what he wanted to do in his life while young.
The realization that the world needs to be detroyed is the end of the path of thinking. Suffering is created by birthing, and the only way to do something that actually matters, would be to make the planet uninhabitable.
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People will just disappoint you. Really hard to find a real human being.
I wish everyone in the world would just disappear.
It literally does though lmao. Are you stupid or something? It's basic cause and effect
kill your whore mom maybe it helps
Socialising is a dead-end. But I have the impulse to do so. What an inconvenient state of affairs.
I don't understand. It doesn't make any sense.
It doesn't make sense
it's incoherent noise. Endless jabberwocky qualia. it hurts and it doesn't make sense, so i can't possibly do anything about it
that's not true. but i don't know what is. I don't know what any of my words mean. but pain is bad i think and that's all because nothing else makes sense except that
stop it already
I wish normies could suffer like I have