How do you deal with suicidal thoughts? I don't really want to kms but I feel the noose tighten around my neck with every passing day. I fear society now. Can't imagine being normal. My brain is convinced that suicide is my only option left. Thoughts on this?
> don't really want to kms but I feel the noose tighten around my neck with every passing day.
Do you already have a plan how to kys? Please get help, anon loves you and don't want you to be dead... this board needs every of it's active posters.
PS: Anon kills those feels with booze and weed. (And fetish porn)
There’s not much you can do when all the signs incontrovertibly point towards eventual suicide.
I think of these thoughs as reconfortant, just the ideia that when mama die i can just throw myself in front of a truck help me to cope.
For me, the thoughts kick in every once in a while. Sometimes when i'm in public. Like, i just see a high raft and go "wow...that looks like a pretty good place to tie a noose right now". I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it though so i just live with the pain. I've been distracting myself with anime and vidya.
>How do you deal with suicidal thoughts?
by not being a shitskin (for your country) poorfag
I guess it's the hope everything would get better in the future, and if I was to live this life I should at least try to enjoy it anon.
I have no control over the flow of my emotions. I think there's something physically deformed/dead in my brain.
I no longer get depressed/suicidal. I have the power of knowing that I have a soul and that god is taking care of me and my path in the future. golems don't bother me because I know that they're just flesh-robots, and I can easily program and oppose them.