How do you deal with suicidal thoughts? I don't really want to kms but I feel the noose tighten around my neck with every passing day. I fear society now. Can't imagine being normal. My brain is convinced that suicide is my only option left. Thoughts on this?
I killed myself and now I am dead.
Turns out heaven was being a NEET all along :D
>>7546
> don't really want to kms but I feel the noose tighten around my neck with every passing day.
Do you already have a plan how to kys? Please get help, anon loves you and don't want you to be dead... this board needs every of it's active posters.
PS: Anon kills those feels with booze and weed. (And fetish porn)
There’s not much you can do when all the signs incontrovertibly point towards eventual suicide.
I think of these thoughs as reconfortant, just the ideia that when mama die i can just throw myself in front of a truck help me to cope.
For me, the thoughts kick in every once in a while. Sometimes when i'm in public. Like, i just see a high raft and go "wow...that looks like a pretty good place to tie a noose right now". I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it though so i just live with the pain. I've been distracting myself with anime and vidya.
>How do you deal with suicidal thoughts?
by not being a shitskin (for your country) poorfag
>>7546
I guess it's the hope everything would get better in the future, and if I was to live this life I should at least try to enjoy it anon.
>>7554
imagine being told you need to live so you can keep posting on an imageboard
holy shit lol
I have no control over the flow of my emotions. I think there's something physically deformed/dead in my brain.
https://youtu.be/kCP647NIx_w?t=1896
I no longer get depressed/suicidal. I have the power of knowing that I have a soul and that god is taking care of me and my path in the future. golems don't bother me because I know that they're just flesh-robots, and I can easily program and oppose them.
I just want to blow my fucking brains out right now! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Not feeling too good today. I'm just walking around the house to numb my thinking. I so uncomfortable.
>How do you deal with suicidal thoughts?
Through self-justification
>>7546
>How do you deal with suicidal thoughts?
Lately I don't entertain them. One day I realized I would never kill myself no matter how bad it got, so suicidal thoughts are unproductive.
So, when a bad day arrives, you just grit through and deal with it and it goes away.
Whatever you pay attention to becomes your reality. The more you focus on deficits and misery the more such things will appear in your life, it seems
Would recommend a day where you don't go on the computer and stare at the ceiling sprawled out on the floor.
You don't owe anyone anything, including yourself!
Same, I've been humiliated my entire life that I just don't think I can fucking take being alive anymore. especially to keep remembering it all. Why are people such toxic narcissists these days?
>>8884
I thought I was the only trek poster on this board. Live long and prosper, anon!
CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES!
THIS IS MY LAST RESORT!
>>8962
TOS and TNG are chad! I love the Spock Kirk McCoy dynamic in the original series.
Who's your favorite character in TNG,
Me, I like Barclay, Geordi and Data best.
>>8995
>Favourite character
Why, Data of course, and dr crusher and picard.
Also how do I spoiler?