People live meaningless lives. They waste their precious days over nothing. No matter how old they get, they'll continue to say "My real life hasn't started yet. The real me is still asleep, that's why my life is such garbage". They continue to tell themselves that. And they age. And on their deathbeds, they will finally realize the life they lived was the real thing.
i should watch kaiji......
Life is meaningless.
I personally am veyond fucked but I was never a failed normalfag who wanted a part of what life could offer so it does not matter to me.
>dropped out of secondary school because of stress and an abusive assistant
>failed college coding course
>have no interest in doing any more courses because fuck that zoom shit
>have no friends
>kissless virgin, remember someone who wanted to date me but stage 5 autism kicked in and i rejected them
>not even interested in going outside anymore
>not even interested in leaving my room anymore
>dad recently turned 60 so my parents are obviously old and they're definitely wondering where it all went wrong
>all i do anymore is eat snacks and dick around on the internet all day
I'm almost 20 and I already know my life is fucked beyond belief with zero chance of improvement.
I would like to say that 20 years old is really young and not too late but then I realized my life hasn't improved much from when I was 20 years old either.